How to save myself....from myself?!

How to save myself....from myself?

I am a young attractive smart woman. I have no children yet . I hope to one day be a happy mother , wife and career woman. I am very interested in fashion and had dreams of becoming a visual stylist for a big name store. I was attending NYU and well on my way to success when a series of unfortunate events lead me to the streets ( my mom ran off and left me to raise my two younger siblings). It was a nightmare and I did alot of things I am not proud of to survive.I ended up getting a felony charge and ruining my life. My mom is now back , my brothers are grown and I am here stuck , with arecord and a past I am ashamed of. No one will hire me. I know I made mistakes and I have payed for it. But I guess it is jarring , a young pretty petite sweet looking fashionista with a rap sheet? I am a hard worker , I just made a very very stupid mistake ( I couldnt see my little brothers on the streets and I was hurting from being abandoned by my mom).Can I still reach my dreams in life?

See a social worker, through your doctor, or hospital: they have contacts.