I think i have a mental disorder?!

I think i have a mental disorder?

i dont know why but io have had depression since i was little the school therapist said so i was always was lonley(no friends)but i got along with everyone perfectly real ly good grades im 15 know ,no girlfriend never had one i just got out of deep depresion 2 years ago i like this girl but i feel wierd trying to ask her out im first born so no siblings to ask for help and sometimes i feel really happy then i feel sad i have a lot of ablities im a really good guitar player and i ve been in 7 bands punk ska grunge and i surf skate but i feel uncomfertablke around girls but im not gay i really like one but i feel wierd what is wrong?

1 month ago
ive gone to the pschologist lots of times for treatment i have a lot of confidence but at the same time i dont

1 month ago
i barley go outside now but i play guitar up to 14 hours a day to get rid of boredom i never really had friends to play with or just hang out

1 month ago
the therapist i m really love shy?

15's a rotten age sometimes. Your body's going through all sorts of hormonal changes & you lack confidence, but it doesn't sound as though anything is really wrong. Lots of lads feel uncomfortable around girls, especially those without sisters. Go easy on yourself, it'll sort itself out with time.