Why oh why did i DO this..????!

Why oh why did i DO this..????

when i was in primary school, i used to be a pretty quite child...i never had any stable friends and during lunch period i would usually be completing my assignments. i neither am or was ever bothered about "peer pressure"...it just does not happen with me - the what-will-my-friends-think thing. also, from the beginning of time my mother and i never got along-we just did not.
so anyways, when i was in 7th grade..i told the rest of my class that my mother tounge was russian(i'm indian and my mother-father-whatever else tounges are indian too)- for no good reason i did that....a lot of people asked me about it obviously and i told them whatever horseshit i could. i made frinds with this girl...who was more popular than i was- but thats not why i made friends with her...actually i don't quiet remember HOW we became friends but i DO remember that i told her i lived in the american ambessy and told her i was friends with this buch of american kids...then she wanted to become "pen-pals"

1 month ago
with one of the ficticiouse guyz (his name was ray)...then i said okay to that and i made one of my close friends(who did not know her) write letter to her as ray and...well...this happened for say a month...and by then they both "romantically involved"...as she liked to say ofcourse my friend knew we were messing around...i used to help them exchange letters...she became very eager to talk to him..she said she wanted to have a phone conversation...and ..well i got my friend to do that..they tralked once on the phone and then the second time..my friend and i thought that maybe we've had enough...so we decided that "ray" is going to break up with in the next phone call...that phone call unfortunately or fortunately was over heard by that girl's mom(who was one of my teachers by chance and used to like me)...the whole thing tumbled out...reached the priciple and well...then i found out that that girl had some mental disorder too...she would get fits if she got pretty upset...she got thos

1 month ago
i keep running out of space..basically it tumbled out- i was in deep ****- i told my home room teacher(who tried to councel me) that my mother was russian , she and my father were divorced and that she had gone away to russia with some other man.
****...i wa sin seventh grade...im gonna start college now but i need to know why this happened...i don't lie much anymore and when i try to i suck at it.wht that hecvk happened to me then?

You were in 7th grade. That's probably the main reason. That age is just goofy. Try not to let an early adolescent experience ruin your adulthood.