How do i get over being suicidal with a abusive father?!
Question:
How do i get over being suicidal with a abusive father?
Growing up with a abusive father is a nightmare. C.Y.S lady said she was glad I got kicked, punched,grabbed by the hair and thrown into the wall over a bag of chips. I watched my dad choke my mom until she was gasping for air, thrown my sister down the steps and kicked her in the back. My dad punched the microwave in front of my boyfriend. My sister takes his side because since my sister hates my mom she's in denial with my dad about everything that bad happened to me. Last weekend I was at a concert and had a seizure afterwards when it was over, and I was rushed to the hospital. My dad was being rude to the paramedic when all he was doing was his job. From me being in an ambulance and staying over night at the hospital from telling on my dad that he was abusive.doctors begged me to stay and just from that i got abused. he twisted my arm causing bruising on my hand and lower arm, punching my face also bruising, vomiting blood while having a seizure. I can't take it anymore...
Answers:
LEAVE. You do NOT deserve that, no one deserves it! Your dad has issues and this is not your fault... but you can take control and GET OUT!
Go to your boyfriends house, or go to a friends house, or take a taxi cab to the police station... but contact the police. They will protect you and your mom and your sister from further harm. They have whole programs dedicated to this kind of thing. It's your responsibility to protect yourself, your mom and your sister. I know it's scary but it's the best thing you will ever do! GET OUT OF THERE!