What is wrong with me?!
Question:
What is wrong with me?
I've met a guy (olive skin, dark eyes, dark hair)-very different than the usual blonde, light skin, blue eyes I go for (always until now).
We've had a wonderful date talked 3 1/2 hours, walked, ate..really nice. Next day went to a club..but I was so stiff, like a dead person! Although I though he looked nice I kept being STIFF (VERY AWARE of the fact that we should become closer...that now this was the next step...) . After 3 drinks I was more aware and rational than ever..just felt so tense! But then in the morning when I woke up (alone -we said good bye in the street), it felt good to feel his parfume on my body from when we danced - It was fuzzy and nice.
Then yesterday we met at the park -I thought I really wanted him now...but then with him there..stiff again! Noticing small issues with his skin, hairs not shaved well.When we had to say goodbye he kissed me and all I felt was panick and just didn't enjoy it-he was holding me a little strong instead of soft,not good kiss.
Answers:
Nothing is wrong with you sweetie your just not into him. That's all that means.