Can anyone identify with the torture that is a lack of motivation?!

Can anyone identify with the torture that is a lack of motivation?

now i am facing a long long torturous summer of bordom. no one tell me to go to school ( ím a full time student but my school doesnt have any credits that i need during the sumer and theyre twice as expensive ), and getting a job is also not the thing to say because its too obvious and hard for someone to obtina if youre not ambitious. dont tel me ot get ambitious, because your telling me that does me no good.
can anyone here identify with how awful it is to be unmotivated, am i the only one in the world who has no friends, (well at least not good ones ), no job, and never have (21 years old ) and am facing a torturously boring summer? my parents also oppress me and dont wnat me to leave the house.

You are just like me. I have no motivation, and will only get up and move if I have to. Last summer was awful for me, I way overslept, thus was constantly tired.

I did get a voluntary job one year, but was discouraged by my father from going all the time as they didn't feed me, pay my bus fare plus I was not in the house to ge the housework done. The year after I made my home my own prison. I was in all the time with nobody to talk to, constantly bored and tired but unable to motivate myself to do much. Easter was even worse when all I wanted to do was cry when I had to go away for a week as I was not at home looking after anything (not that I had the motivation to look after anything). I hated being at home in my own little prison, but was to anxious to leave it.

Try getting a voluntary job for a few days a week, this will help you to meet people, even if you do not make friends with them. Try not to isolate yourself futher as you will make yourself worse (trust me, I've been there now on anti depressant medication). The best of luck.