Motivation?!

Motivation?

Recently, I have been lacking all will to do work , not counting writting stories and playing the piano. I rarely do school work and I get irritated easly.I've be come anti-social. My mother thinks Im on drugs. When I heard tgis from her I laughed, mostly because I didnt know how to react to what she just told me. I tend to laugh to hide my emotions. To be honest, I don't belive that anyone knows my real personality because of this. Im a depressed?

One other thing, my friend told me that I might not be motivated to do school work because my mother never said anything when i got good grades, and she let hell loose when a C came home. This year, my freshman year, is the year I got my first F and D. I dont know what is wrong with me. Can some one tellor give there views on this. Thanks

-Akio

----As the petals from a rose fall
A loves passion does as well.
Let the rose die
It frame wither
In it we shall see that love is kin to it.--------

Hi:

Your poem is beautiful, it really is.
Well from what I am reading is that you have a very good chance on being depressed. Covering up everything with laughter, I am the queen, but if you feel you need to sit next to me because you avoid by laughing so much, then you may only for a shor time. Because....

I expect you or have your mom (?age) to call the doc's in the morning for an appointment. Tell the doctor all of these things and then he will decide if you are depressed or not. Only a doctor can make a diagnosis.

Once if the diagnosis yes you are depressed, then there are so many options out there for different treatments to help you get better and happy and motivated. For example there is therapy, there are medication(s) if needed, there is a combination of both and so many more.

Staying depressed at such a young age can be crippling for your future, Do something now if you ate motivated or not, you deserve to be better, the help is right there just reach out and grab it. Do you have to be motivated to take some ones hand? NOOO So grab it, get better, be happy.

It has already robbed you of more than motivation, it so far has stolen motivation, enthusiasm, your writting, your playing the piano and probably much more that you dont even realize.

Now, get off my chair, grap that hand for help, and go get better. See how easy...go on now...go..tell us how you are doing, OK?

Be Well and Be Safe,