Is this brain swelling?!

Is this brain swelling?

Is this brain swelling?
A few years ago, I lost myself. Everyday I just feel like I'm in a dream or something, I'm numb all over and whenever I clinch my fists, I can't feel anything. I feel like a ghost or something, and it keeps me from doing stuff i want to do. and i get these real bad attacks where i lose sense and wonder where am i and whats going on. what diasese is this?

see your family doctor first . have a complete physical, with complete blood work, and anything else you may need, tell him of all your symptoms. do not guess what may be wrong with you. good luck