I fear I may never experience young love?!

I fear I may never experience young love?

Pretty much a phobia but in all my years during school and crushes on girls, ive never been with one. I graduated last year and ive been in a relationship, and I believe I have issues now. I want to experience love before I become an adult adult (over 30 or so ages). With my past experience I really dont think thats possible, being a social outcast and all, seeing so many women already in relationships (my previous school was notorious for that notion) and I really dont think its going to happen. At all. Do I just suck?

When you say you graduated I'm not sure if you meant high school or college. But either way, going around believing you will never experience young love will not help. And my grandmother experienced "young love" her entire marriage to my grandfather. When she tells stories about them, she giggles like a school girl and it brings tears to her eyes. You need to recognize that you are a wonderful person with qualities to offer. When you learn to love yourself completely, you'll find that others can love you too. Best of luck.