Help me please!!!!!?!

Help me please!!!!!?

I think i'm depressed and i want too tell my parents but last time i tried my dad said i wasn't..... but i've been having suicidal thoughts for 3 and a half years.... i use too cut for 2 years then stopped and im trying not to do it again.. but my gurlfriend just broke up with me and she is engaged and she's 2 years older than me..im 14 and im a gurl and im bi.... im totally scared and the thing is i fell in love with her!!!! and she broke up with me and got engaged!!! i also think that i am Paranoid Schizophrenia. help me im scared!!!

If you are concerned at all for your life, you need to call the authorities right now. If you don't think you can hold back from hurting yourself, you should call the non-emergency number and get an officer to your place today. If you think it's more threatening than that, then dial the emergency number. The cops will bring a counselor if they have access to one, and they'll put you in a place that has full time help and will help you in protecting yourself. This is the best place for you if you're sure you're going to harm yourself.

If you don't think you're going to hurt yourself, but you're still depressed, you should call a counselor/psychiatrist and see about getting on a regular schedule with them. They may even give you a prescription.

I hope you feel better soon! I know how it feels to be in your position. :)