How can I feel better about Myself?!

How can I feel better about Myself?

I am 20 and all my life I met people that always down put me in so many ways. I mean what ever it was that they down put me, am I really that bad in what they down put me in. I know You think "well sinse I didnt say You wouldn't answer" but seriously there has to be a real solid answer to this question. I am feeling like I am worthless, and I will never amount on to any thing. I never worked a day in my life becuase of this. I aplied for ssi and now I get checks sinse that started I feel totally worst about myself.

Block out every bad comment that they've ever said. Get out and do something. Dont just sit at home to leave yourself all that time to think about all the bad comments youve ever gotten. In time, you will grow out of the whole 'i'll ever amount to anything' phase. you will amout to something. if you want to. forget about all those people who said the things about you. Maybe, if its THAT bad, move to a new town and and start completely over. Get yourself a job, or at least a hobbie. Find some friends like yourself and they will help you cope. Dont go to any more Pity Parties. When you have free time, just clear your mind and breath. Maybe try yoga or some kind of thing like that. you'll be just fine.