Why am i the only one suffering this intensely? ive gone through it since 15, im!
Question:
Why am i the only one suffering this intensely? ive gone through it since 15, im 29 now?
if you skim through my recent last questions, youll see that it seems to be just me thats going through it this bad on yahoo answers.
who wants to be struggling with bpd, low self esteem, major depressive moods each day, never have made any friendships in life, never had a girlfriend, never been employed,
is lonely, lives by oneself in a small apartment....
whod want to live like this? who could endure this? i dont think anyone would envy being me in life...
i also struggle with rage and high anxiety & panic, which prevents me going out..
how will i ever achieve my dreams of finding a nice girlfriend & emigrating from the uk?
i just dont see how i will...i have a criminal record,nothing serious, but one never the less..
i see nothing but very cloudy, grey,& dark days ahead for me.....i dont like myself, how i look, the way im physically aging,
the way i have 2 missing teeth at the front (bottom row)~im bald...
ive never liked my physical appearance. who could live like this?
Answers:
Your biggist problem is your negativity! Can't you see the good things in life instead of being so self absorbed? Go out and help others if you can't help yourself! You'll find it hugely rewarding. In the mean time, see a counsellor, get yourself a friend (or contact a family member). Have some fun and make sure you smile! I send you a great big happy hug! XOXOX :) :) :)
I think you should play this little game that I used to play when I was a child. Smile at every person you see. Try and collect as many smiles from them as you can. It's so fun. Good luck in life :)