READ & ANSWER -- HELp:(?!

READ & ANSWER -- HELp:(?

I WANT TO LEAVE MY BOYFRIEND SO BAD HES ABUSIV HE TREATS ME LIKE S.H.I.T WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 3 YEARS I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! HE SAYS HE WILL CHANGE FOR ME BUT NEVER NO ACTION! I FEEL SO TRAPPED THE ONLY THING THATS STOPING ME IS BILLS AND MY MUM ONLY HAS A 3 BEDROOM ROOM IN HER HOUSE THERES MY MUM & MY BROTHER THERE AND I DONT WANT TO GO BACK THERE LIVING IN A ROOM WITH ME AND MY SON ITS TO MUCH! WHAT IM SAYING ISNT EVEN THE HALF OF WHAT IM FEELING INSIDE WE'RE BOTH 19! I HAVE BEEN WITH HIM FOR 3YEARS NOW I REGRET HAVING A CHILD TO HIM SO BAD BUT I LOVE MY CHILD OF COURSE!! WHAT DO I DO? I DONT LIKE NOTHING ABOUT MYSELF ANYMORE OR NOTHING ABOUT HIM OR HOW I LIVE I HATE MY LIFE STYLE ''EVERYTHING'' SERIOUSLY I AM ASKING FOR SERIOUSE HELP HERE AND SERIOUSE ANSWERS I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I WANT NEW THINGS NEW EVERYTHING I JUST DONT WANT TO BE WITH HIM NO MORE THIS IS SOMETHING I NEED TO DO. IFF I GO NOW ILL GET BAD CREDIT(BILLS) I DO NOT WANT THAT HELP M IAMGOIN THROUGH SEVEREDEPRESSTION

The safety and health of you and your son is more important than your bills and bad credit. If you can't think of yourself, think about the effect your boyfriend is having on your child. If your mom is supportive, I suggest you talk to her.

Find yourself a counsellor. Call your local community mental health organizations. Often in situations like this and with low-income families there are programs out there that can help.

If you don't do something soon, you'll only continue to be abused and you'll risk losing your son. No child needs to grow up in that enviroment and one of your neighbours might just call CPS.