Will I kill myself or will I become a drug addict or both? (part 2 of 2)?!
Question: ...(continued from part 1)... so no babysitting. I know that if I had a home business I would be happy, a better parent and a better husband, brother, friend and human. I have prayed, I have tried many websites out there offering home businesses and systems, but most are scams. If you are a stay at home parent and/or own a successful home business, please, please, please give me some ideas for work at home so that I can feel like a productive human. I am so sick of Barney, Elmo, Blue's Clues, Backyardigans, Dora The Explorer and all the other programs I'm forced to sit through all day! It doesn't have to be a secret business with a small niche. It can be an assembly at home type of thing too. I don't want to take anything away from anyone else in any business; I just want to work and make money and feel alive again. I really worry that I'm nearing the end of my rope and don't think I can hold on much longer. Even though I hate to ask for help; I'm asking... PLEASE HELP ME.
Answers: ...(continued from part 1)... so no babysitting. I know that if I had a home business I would be happy, a better parent and a better husband, brother, friend and human. I have prayed, I have tried many websites out there offering home businesses and systems, but most are scams. If you are a stay at home parent and/or own a successful home business, please, please, please give me some ideas for work at home so that I can feel like a productive human. I am so sick of Barney, Elmo, Blue's Clues, Backyardigans, Dora The Explorer and all the other programs I'm forced to sit through all day! It doesn't have to be a secret business with a small niche. It can be an assembly at home type of thing too. I don't want to take anything away from anyone else in any business; I just want to work and make money and feel alive again. I really worry that I'm nearing the end of my rope and don't think I can hold on much longer. Even though I hate to ask for help; I'm asking... PLEASE HELP ME.
My dad has degenerative back disease and fibra myalga. he used to be very upset all the time and felt helpless, he had pain med's prescribed to him and he got addicted, it was some of the worst time's in my life, he would go through withdraws from them, and would be suicidal and he even beat me up one time, I moved out and he eventually realized what was happening, he told the doc, and had him to prescribe him something smaller, So if you get Med's I know you'll need them, just be care-full. you have your wife and son. You should be able to draw disability,if you can get a doc to say, your disabled and not able to work. it ain't much but a person learns to survive, especially if they have motivation, so try and hang in there.
God has put you in the position your are in . You are there to learn something .
Perhaps this self image of have to wear the pants and work needs to be be adjusted according to circumstance.
Maybe you are in this postition because you feel that a stay at home parent is inferior and this is your time to learn.
Or maybe , you are in this position beacause your child may not be with you for long on this earth and this is your time to spend with them .
are you so selfish that you cannot see why you are there ?
Take a lude dude or go talk to a shrink before you hurt yourself or your family.
Please Consult Help!
Shawn
you need some therapy,, to start off,,, have a heart to heart talk family Dr,,,, maybe some antidepressant med, and go to your local ovr,,,,occupational ,vocational, rehabilitation,i hope i spelled that right,,,,, and local job placement, and explain whats going on with your back, start swimming it helps the back to heal, and chiropractic adjustments, and stop this nonsense, about killing yourself you have your family, maybe you can look for home care for people in there homes , cleaning, shopping, or a companion, your helping someone that needs help,and you will be, feel better knowing that your , working and you can meet some older people that have a long history that needs to share it,they have elderly man that would love to have someone to get them out to do things good-luck
there are always tests in life.this maybe yours.when this happens to me and things get real bad i look up and say is this all you got bring it on you can not and will not BRAKE ME!!
Hello, my heart goes out to you. I am also kind a in the same situation as you. I have kids and stay at home I would also want to help my family if i could have a minimal job so i can earn some money. You are right most of the job out there is not that good but keep looking and please do not give up and you will find what you are looking for. sometimes staying at home all the time can take a toil physically and emotionally. I might do you some good if you can go out a little bit and or visit family and friends. You are also in a lot of pain which does not help. I hope your back will fell better. Sorry i am not that much help when it comes to helping you find a good job. I hope you fell better. I pray to that God will help you through this. Killing yourself will just makes matters worst. It is a permanent answer to a temporary situation. If something bad happens to you your family will be very sad and will really miss you. You are helping your wife for looking after your child if you are not there she would not be able to go to work without worrying who would look after your child. You are helping a bit but if your gone you will be no help at all. Please keep trying to be optimistic you well see if you are happy it wont be so hard after all. They say fake it until you make it . Just try smiling and be happy even if you are not happy next thing you know you will be at least a little happier than before. Take care. GOD LOVES YOU AND CARES ABOUT VERY MUCH . GOD BLESS YOU!!!