Nothing in my life is gettin better, I now feel like I just don't care?!
Question: Nothing is getting better in my life. In fact, everything is gettin worse. I found out about 3 weeks ago, that my dad is having an affair with another woman. I read his text messages. I know I shouldn't have but I said "Whats 1 more thing, my life is crap anyway." We are short on money. My mom hates my dad. They don't work things out. My dad pays for everything. We overstayed which means we are here illegaly. I do good in school. I always will. I mean, school is important to me, I'll always do good in school. I told my self not to give up, you must be strong. But now I found out that our apartments are getting remodeled and rent is going up. Now I'm like "Oh, you know what, WHATEVER, I don't care what happens next." People said that "Things will get better, even if it seems that they won't they will." Well, not really. Everything is gettin worse. But I do know something is gonna have to happen sooner or later. The climax, the highest peak, will happen where something big will change.
Answers: Nothing is getting better in my life. In fact, everything is gettin worse. I found out about 3 weeks ago, that my dad is having an affair with another woman. I read his text messages. I know I shouldn't have but I said "Whats 1 more thing, my life is crap anyway." We are short on money. My mom hates my dad. They don't work things out. My dad pays for everything. We overstayed which means we are here illegaly. I do good in school. I always will. I mean, school is important to me, I'll always do good in school. I told my self not to give up, you must be strong. But now I found out that our apartments are getting remodeled and rent is going up. Now I'm like "Oh, you know what, WHATEVER, I don't care what happens next." People said that "Things will get better, even if it seems that they won't they will." Well, not really. Everything is gettin worse. But I do know something is gonna have to happen sooner or later. The climax, the highest peak, will happen where something big will change.
WELL LIL MAN YOU DO HAVE ALLOT GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE BUT YOU GOTTA LIVE ON AND KNOW THERE IS A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL I HAD A ROUGH CHILDHOOD AS WELL AND I THINK NOW I AM A BETTER PERSON FOR THAT AND THE PROBLEMS MY PARENTS HAD OR HAVE ARE WHAT MAKES ME LOVE EVERYONE AND TREAT EVERYONE BETTER IN MY OWN LIFE.. AND THE ONLY THING THAT MADE ME SEE THE LIGHT WAS I WAS TOLD LIKE THIS... NO MATTER HOW BAD THINGS SEEM TO BE IN YOUR LIFE THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE DOING WORSE OFF THAN YOU ARE MAN!! I KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE THERE ISN'T BUT THINK OF THIS YOU GOT AN APARTMENT AND YOUR PARENTS NO MATTER WHAT LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL HAVE A PLACE TO GO! AND JUST KNOW MAN YOUR NOT HOMELESS AND IF IT GETS THAT BAD HECK YOUR NOT DEAD MAN!! AND YOU CAN THANK GOD FOR THAT! I SUGGEST YOU GET INVOLVED IN A LOCAL CHURCH YOUTH GROUP AND TRY TO GET YOUR FAMILY INVOLVED MAN! JUST INVITE THEM BOTH TO GO TO YOUR CHURCH FUNCTIONS AND THINGS.. SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA TRY TO BE THE BETTER PERSON.. AND THERE IS NOTHING BUT THAT YOU CAN DO TO TRY TO MAKE THEM WORK IT OUT!! AND PLZ MAN STOP THINKING ABOUT ADULT STUFF MAN.. LIFE IS TO SHORT AND YOUR TO YOUNG TO BE WORRIED ABOUT THE RENT!! AND STOP LOOKING FOR THE BAD THINGS MAN... LOOK AT THE GLASS LIKE IT IS HALF FULL!! ITS NOT HALF EMPTY!! ALWAYS NO MATTER WHAT SITUATION MAN LOOK FOR THE GOOD IN <ALL> THINGS PEOPLE AND IN LIFE IN GENERAL! YOU ARE ONLY BRINGING YOURSELF DOWN MAN!! HOLD YOUR HEAD UP AND BE STRONG MAN!! I KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD FOR YOU BUT IT WILL GET BETTER I LOST A BROTHER A SISTER AND MY DAD BEFORE MINE GOT BETTER MAN..<< SEE I TOLD YOU THERE ARE THOSE WHO ARE WORSE OR HAVE BEEN THREW MORE MAN!! AND GOD KNOWS I WOULDN'T WISH YOU ANYTHING BUT GOOD TO COME IN YOUR LIFE NO MATTER WHAT MAN HOLD YOUR HEAD UP AND IF YOU NEED TO TALK YOU ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO TALK TO ME ON YAHOO IM ADD ME IF YOU WANNA ILL TALK TO YOU ABOUT ANYTHING YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT DUDE!! YOUR A SMART GUY AND A STRONG GUY AND THE THINGS THAT DON'T KILL YOU WILL MAKE YOU STRONGER AND A BETTER WELL ROUNDED MAN!! IT REALLY WILL AND WATCH HOW YA PARENTS ARE DOING AND JUST KNOW THAT ISN'T THE ROAD YOU WANNA TAKE MAN!! WISH YOU ALL THE LUCK AND MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU THEY REALLY ARE IM NOT A BIBLE BEATER OR WHERE I SHOULD BE IN A CHURCH BUT I FEEL I HAVE MY CHURCH IN MY HEART AND MY SOUL AND GOD KNOWS YOU AND HEARS YOU NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE LIL MAN GOOD LUCK AND MY ADDY IS BELOW!!
Soon you will fall in love. I promise, when you get older, things WILL be better. Worrying and being miserable won't help a thing, Take 20 minutes every morning to worry. Then the rest of the day enjoy your school and your video games and your friends. No worrying! Just enjoy life, and stop to smell the roses.
Bless you and good luck. :)
you might i am stupid for sayin this but try not to look at the bad things you got your friends that you can talk to and like they say the grass is always greener that means that even though your think you got it bad someone else has it worse keep up your grades in school so you can go to college and get out if there
I can remember feeling like you and it sucked. No argument there. I can tell you from my own experience that life does get better. It will suck a lot at times still but not so much or as often but it will still have times when it sucks and even though it feels good to get suck it does not feel good when life sucks. Kids always want attention when they are little and see mom and dad together. It's normal and natural. You did nothing wrong. You are not in control of the finances for the family but you still feel bad and worry over them. That too is normal. I suggest you pray the serenity prayer. GOD, GRANT ME THE COURAGE TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE. THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE.Believe me it works. write me if you want to. I am more than willing to be your friend. No guarantees of good answers for you. Just friendship. I'm old so I do have some life experiences I can share.