A DEFFINATE PROBLEM WITH THE PENIS, THERES HONESTLY SOMTHING WRONG?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

throughout my life i have had no worries with penis size shape and function, however now, i am just about to turn 17 in april, its as if my penis has changed dramatically, as if its a completely different one to the one i had 6-9months ago. my penis has been thinning for some time, i presumed it was natural and correct itself, but it hasnt, it all started with the development of a huge vein, then it started getting thinner, i have always over masturbated, and very agressively and hard, i think i have damaged the left side of my penis, penis penis has started to twist and curve left, i think i have damaged the tissue underneath the fact one side of my penis doesnt fill with blood anymore has made it curve and also much thinner and also shorter

my flacid penis is much harder than it was, and also curves as well, it is also quite abit smaller and thinner. my erection quality is terrible, i use to get rock rock hard, like very hard, and ejaculate alot. i am now lucky if i get semi erect, i get fully erect every now and again, but its curved and smaller, mostly im half erect, and ejaculate about a drop, that just trickles out.

i may seem to be not concerned, but i am, this is affecting my everyday life, i think about it 24/7, i dont do my college work, as im thinking about it, i quit sports because i couldnt stop thinking about it, i feel physically sick about it, i often cry, i just want to be how i was about 9 months to a year ago. i feel as if I have ruined my penis with my excessive masturbation with too much force and too harder grip. my penis is smaller, thinner, curved i get no pleasure from it, it doesnt get hard, and when flacid it is bent and extremely hard and not spongey like it use to be


whats is going wrong??! is it reversable, i went to the docotr with another problem a while ago, and i did mention this, i just said it was smaller and harder when flacid, he took a look for about 20 seconds and said, im sure everything is fine. he doesnt know my penis, he doesnt know how much its changed. im planning on going back, what could be wrong, if i have tissue damage is it curable and could i get my original size back??

thankyou for any answers