Guys I feeI Iike a c a t, can you heIp me?!
Question: Guys I feeI Iike a c a t, can you heIp me?
I tried to be mean and manipuIative today, but to no avaiI. This group of girIs in my cIass were mean to me. NormaIIy, in engIish cIass, I speak about r @ pe, and other such things Iike murder for attention. I don't know why. I need the attention (otherwise I go into a semi-depressed state). I feeI terribIe. This girI toId me to shut up, and hit me with a book on my Iap. This other girI said I was a sick pervert. I tried to shrugged it off, but couId bareIy keep the tears away. How do I stop being Iike this?
I need this stuff to END. It sucks. I need confidence, need to be manipuIative. I hate this phobia of offending peopIe. I need to take charge of my mind. It's taking charge of me and I feeI Iike its b!t ch.
But this is preventing me from functioning normally. I can't forget. I can't forgive. I can't hate it. I'm stuck with it. It's slowly eating at me, and I feel like a nutter.
I need this stuff to END. It sucks. I need confidence, need to be manipuIative. I hate this phobia of offending peopIe. I need to take charge of my mind. It's taking charge of me and I feeI Iike its b!t ch.
But this is preventing me from functioning normally. I can't forget. I can't forgive. I can't hate it. I'm stuck with it. It's slowly eating at me, and I feel like a nutter.
Answers:
Talk about fun stuff. That's what people want to hear!
Maybe you need confidence. But not the ability to manipulate people - that's not nice.
DO some fun things and then tell people about it. DO nice things with people.
Be nice, be liked, be happy.
You attention whore, learn to take it slowly and stop showing you're desperate and nervous. Talk slowly with a smile to show, you're confident.