Any body's here was born premature? i was and.......?!

Any body's here was born premature? i was and.......?

i was just 2 weeks premature and now at 21 i look like a 17 yr old kid, my sexuality is normal and all but i just dont look manly...anybody here is having same problem? any natural remedies besides having to take testosterone drugs? and i noticed drinking acohol makes me look sharper and more masculine (in the face) but i know it is gradually destroying me...what can i do..my life is so miserable..somebody suggest something..

drinking doesn't solve your problem and it can worsen your health and you can die from it in the long run it's really bad for you it destroy yourself and love ones.go the other way around you want to look better and healthy eat good food and exercise