I am a male love to shave my body hair completely smooth and masturbate?!

I am a male love to shave my body hair completely smooth and masturbate?

I fantasize myself to be a sexy girl. I shave all my body including face and wear makeup nail polish, necklace lipstick and masturbate. I get aroused looking at the mirror and masturbate. I look extremely feminine. Why do I have that strange behaviour. I have done this amny many times.

3 weeks ago
I am always straight. I am attracted to girls only

A man who dresses feminine as part of sexual arousal has a "cross dresser fantasy".
A man who cannot become sexually aroused/masturbate/or have sex without cross dressing has a "cross dresser fetish".
You may want to ask questions about cross dressing over in the GLBT section, not that your gay, but thats where alot of crossdresser post. Be prepared for people calling you gay, and being rude, but you will also find people just like you to chat with, and help you understand yourself better. I understand this doesnt just "go away" so you might want to learn about it and surround yourself with like minded people.
Good luck.