15 yrs old Males only plz?!

15 yrs old Males only plz?

Ok, hear me out. i was swimming with my friends and one of my friends shorts got pulled down and i accidently saw him, and i noticed that he was much smaller than mine. Mine is about 5 inches long when its down and 14 when its up. i feel like a freak now and i am embarrased to get into a relationship in case it goes that far and shell see that im a freak. idk what to do i dont want to tell anyone either. does it get smaller again after puberty is over?

1 month ago
u guys suck. lookin for help, way to make me feel better. burn in hell im done with this sht, always feeling left out and different amd also this one kid called me king shlong, it was soo embarrassing.

centimeters?

14 when its up??? i somehow doubt it