Guys, do you feel like a different person after masturbating?!

Guys, do you feel like a different person after masturbating?

im still going through puberty and sometimes i tell my self, im not looking a porn anymore, but then the next day i get horny, and just log on the porn site again, but after i masturbate, i feel like i shouldnt have done it anymore. now instead of looking at porn, i just masturbate instead to knock out my urges for looking at porn.

I feel like that sometimes. I don't really know what to say, as i am not an ethics expert, but i think its just natural, and you feel guilty because your testosterone level drops or something when your done. I think everyone feels that way. Just jump back on that horse and try again.