Why am i like this now?!?!
Question: it started when i was on myspace fixing up my videos on my page when i started getting ocd of having it look perfect and getting anxous about it looking bad or having to much on it...i spent about 2 hours trying to make it look "perfect." and i'm still anxous...
this comes sometimes idk why..help!! is it a panic attack or something..?
sorry for typos
Answers: it started when i was on myspace fixing up my videos on my page when i started getting ocd of having it look perfect and getting anxous about it looking bad or having to much on it...i spent about 2 hours trying to make it look "perfect." and i'm still anxous...
this comes sometimes idk why..help!! is it a panic attack or something..?
sorry for typos
Hiya Hun
I as you know are just a bit older than you and I have OCD(Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) Someones gernetic is put in there too. And i have this thing where if i touch something once then i feel forced to do it again and again until it feels 'right' when it is right i am calm again. I have the same OCD with pictures and rawing too, if i were to draw a simple stick man, the lines would have to join and be perfect. I put a MCR poster on my bedroom wall and i guess it was a little wonky, but i had a huge panic attack over it and had to set it straight. It is (if it is) OCD as it is very common in teenagers, thankfully there is alot more help out there for girls like us. Obvolously it is not a terrible problem that makes you differnt to anyone else, OCD is anxiety and fear of somthing being wrong. Well you are spending time on making each picture look perfect, but not because yo want to look just attractive but maybe because it doesn't feel quite right. How do you deal with it? Well you can either see your doctor who will prescribe you therapy sessions-say no. They do not last. Or you could talk to some friedns and family about this. Alternatively you can always email me when you need to talk about it. But go you, for admitting to your problem. I have had OCD since I was about six or seven, my friends have it too, but different cases such as handwashing and door closing. The human mind is such a comlicated thing, that why we shoudln't be made to deal with it. Good luck x
Its natural to want to feel attractive. Its the theory of evolution itself wherein you want the law of natural selection to work in your favor. Being obsessed with that is a flaw and you should consciously work around it. Talk to your friends and have them correct you if they see you getting obsessive about your looks
it could be, just drink some chamomile tea, feel better.
you're a ***, that's why. a self-obsessed *** at that. i don't mean no harm, i'm just giving you a possibility of why you are "like this."