How can I die quick and without pain?!
Question: My mom just went into rehab im 15 and now I am living with my dad and little brother who is 5 years old and has severe autism.without anyone to talk too. I was wondering if anyone had any ideas on quick ways to die. Pills dont work have tried that staggling doesnt work and I dont have access to a car to mess up the exhaust. The only thing I can see as a good possiboilty that actually might have a good outcome is a gun which shouldnt be to hard seeing as this is toronto. Message me if you know any good ways to commit suicide or anywhere I can get a gun in Toronto. Please dont say things will get better cus having a little brother who cant talk and cant use a toilet and scream all night past 7pm doesnt get better.
Answers: My mom just went into rehab im 15 and now I am living with my dad and little brother who is 5 years old and has severe autism.without anyone to talk too. I was wondering if anyone had any ideas on quick ways to die. Pills dont work have tried that staggling doesnt work and I dont have access to a car to mess up the exhaust. The only thing I can see as a good possiboilty that actually might have a good outcome is a gun which shouldnt be to hard seeing as this is toronto. Message me if you know any good ways to commit suicide or anywhere I can get a gun in Toronto. Please dont say things will get better cus having a little brother who cant talk and cant use a toilet and scream all night past 7pm doesnt get better.
Oh my god please don't do this. please. You don't really want to die. I have a little brother with Autism as well...did you know that just because he can't talk doesn't mean he doesn't know what is going on in his life? Just because he can't communicate verbally, doesn't mean he doesn't understand...how do you think it would make him feel to have his older sibling, probably the only one in his world that he can count on, how do you think he would feel if you were gone?? You are probably one of the only people that can help him right now, if your mom is not there to take care of him. Could you really leave him like that right now? You are worth more than that! Please don't kill yourself. I am begging you. I am speaking for your little brother. This is what he would say, this is what your mom would say. This is what anyone who knows you would say.
Please, go talk to a school counsellor, a doctor, ANY adult. If your not happy at home, you can move out, go somewhere else. Your life doesn't have to end at 15. Your life has barely just begun!! What do you want to do when you're done school? You can do anything you want! You have your whole life ahead of you, so PLEASE don't do this.
Please email my yahoo account if you'd like to talk some more. I live in Kingston Ontario, I'm not that far away from you! Email me, I'm sure we can figure something out!
PLEASE don't kill yourself. You have your whole life ahead of you!
suicide is the selfish way to go.. trust me.. your little brother needs you more than you realize. things will get better, and once you're older, this will just be a bad memory. i went through the same thing when i was your age with my mom, it's tough but things always have a way of working themselves out in the end. hang in there..
rat poison!
i can bet all the money i own that this question will get deleted. it is illegal to assist someone with suicide. good luck and i hope you feel better
Message me. It says you cannot receive messages. I would like to talk to you, but I have no way of reaching you. If you have a MySpace, you can message me on there, too.
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Don't kill yourself pls!
Do you have any friends or relatives that you can move in with? I know it's terrible to live like you are. When I was 29 I couldn't take life anymore. I had a husband and a 4 year old son. I went into rehab for a month. It was the best thing that ever happened to me. The problem was that when I finally came home, I had changed. I liked myself and didn't ask "How high?" when anyone told me to jump! I don't know what your mother's problem is, but if she wants help, she will get better. As for your little brother, I feel sorry for you. But, can you imagine how your dad and mom and brother and your friends and your cousins, and your teachers, etc. would be affected by your suicide? It's a very selfish act. Things will pass. I'm not a religious person, but many churches have groups for teenagers like you. You really should give yourself a chance to find help. If you kill yourself, you will never have sex, babies, fall in love, succeed in business, or buy your dream house. I'm 60 now. I am so happy that I didn't die. I would have missed so much life. Get the book "The Prophet" it's in the poetry section of the bookstore and only costs $15. It's a very positive look at life. Please, if you want to talk, email me. If you die, you will miss the senior prom!
don't do anything stupid. If you need somebody to talk to, you can always call 1-800-suicide (or google for other numbers). Killing yourself doesn't solve anything, trust me. If u feel life is being unfair to u, then u need to get up and fight for your own welfare. I'm telling u this out of my own experience. I was just thinking of the same thing a few weeks ago when my first love broke up with me. I just could not see myself living any more since I know I will never be able to love another person as much I as did for them. But my friends and family help me, and I realized killing myself is just not worth it; instead, I am going to pull myself together and prove to my ex that I can survive without him. This is the spirit that u need. Perhaps u should move out and live with another relative? or if u don't have any relatives closeby, maybe a youth shelter or something? There are many other solutions out there. You have only lived for 15 years, u haven't even experience love ( I daresay?), u still haven't gotten the chance to drink yet...I mean there are so many things out there that are still waiting for u to try. It's just a waste if u have to throw all of it away just because of a little brother who probably needs your help
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide
Please, please click on this site. It will help you very much
You can put on a headset, or ear phones, at night and listen to soft music, to drown out the night screams, and there are soft earplugs in any pharmacy, that will work also, if you can't listen to music.
I am sorry you must endure, but he is family, and no way to change that. Maybe he screams because he is so frustrated that he can't talk! It is very hard on everyone in the house, including parents. It could have been you, instead of him, right? And your Mom would have taken care of you the same.
Please think about talking to your Mom, heart to heart, and tell her your concerns. Ask if you could please have a radio with earphones, so you can sleep better at night, and some ear plugs. You may be surprised how much she will realize how all this affects you. Be strong, and tell her you know, and understand, how much of her time is involved with your brother, but that you need her too, and you need her help.
I will keep you in my prayers, and ask that others reading this will pray for you too, and your family. Jesus loves you, and I love you, and MANY people love you and need you, forever!!! = ) = ) = ) = )
((((((((((((hugs))))))))))) Stay tuff! You can do it!
My Dear though it is really tough to realize anyone's problem completely, I would suggest you not to do anything like that. Finishing your self is not a solution. You have to be strong .God has powered every human being to face ,to challenge all kind of problems . Utilize those ,be brave and face all challenges.Believe me you will be a life winner.....