How do i help my broken heart?!
Question: How do i help my broken heart?
My boyfriend died and i do know what to do anymore. these were his last words to me:"penny... i know im not going 2 comes out of this alive... but i need u 2 stay strong for me... ive had the best times with u... i know u mite want 2 die 2... but if u do.. your descracing my memories... but i have 1 last favor i want u 2 do for me take my brother Jason... hes my mental twin. i know this is hard for u and i know this is saddening. but i don't want u 2 dwell on me... i want u 2 move on... i will always be watching u... im sorry for this.... its hard i am sure. but i promise. u will find happiness with him. goodbye. i love u... and i always will... ". i know he said that i shouldn't kill myself but i still want to. he was the only reason i stoped cutting and wanting to kill myself. Now that he is gone i feel that should die :'(
Answers:
Mourning is like this, very, very strong emotions. Emotions this strong do not mean you need to act on your impulses, either. You feel really awful and want to be with your love. But you do know that this happens to everyone. Not everyone throws themselves away because they are sad. Hurting yourself is not helpful either, because it only temporarily diverts you from your mourning. The best way through mourning is straight through, in my opinion. You will come out of this sadness.
Sorry for your loss.