PLEASE HELP I'm having some trouble...?!
Question: PLEASE HELP I'm having some trouble...?
Hey guys, thanks so much for answering. Sorry if this is really long and crap, but I feel so upset right now and I need to vent. Thanks for being there :)
so there's this guy in drama club that I like. He's two years older than me (I'm a freshman) and he recently ended things with his girlfriend, so we were getting pretty close. He usually flirts with me and picks on me and stuff. Last week though, the club was cancelled by the board abruptly because our director quit due to personal family matters. Now there is no drama club, and I basically have nothing to do after school. The problem isn't the fact that we won't have a spring musical this year; the problem is, I have no other way to hang out with the guy now. He's only a junior currently, but he's transferring to a college next year because he has enough credits, so I practically will never see him again. It's almost been a week since the last drama club meeting when I last saw him, and ever since, I haven't gotten any emails, texts, whatever from him. Yesterday, through facebook and through some of our mutual friends, I found out he's getting back together with his ex. It didn't upset me that much..but I was very unhappy because now not only will I never see him again, but he's back with his perfect girlfriend (who I have always felt inferior to..she is literally PERFECT). So after days of staring at my phone, praying for a text, and fantasizing about how he's just show up on my doorstep and ask if I'd like to go out with him (haha), I decided that I was totally over him. His sweatshirt that he gave to me on a cold day when I had forgotten mine: I stuffed that into the back of my closet so I'll never have to look at it again. The bottle of lemonade he bought me and even took a couple of sips from, I've kept that on my nightstand for about a month (i know, it's gross, but it's the closest thing we've ever come to a kiss), I wrote I don't care anymore on it with black Sharpie, and recycled it yesterday. The pen he gave me that he had gotten from the Hotel Cisterna in Italy: I gave that to my friend during math class.
Basically, I've just been going out of my way to do all sorts of things like that; things to make me get over him. Do you think I'm making too big of a deal out of something that was never anything in the first place? I mean, we were never boyfriend-girlfriend, but I really thought we had a chance, and now I basically have to hope, or opportunity. I'm trying soo hard not to dig up that old sweatshirt out again, and I'm trying my best not to check his facebook page and look at our old pictures and stuff, but it's torturing me. Do I have a reason to be upset? Or am I just fooling myself.
xoxo?stephanie
so there's this guy in drama club that I like. He's two years older than me (I'm a freshman) and he recently ended things with his girlfriend, so we were getting pretty close. He usually flirts with me and picks on me and stuff. Last week though, the club was cancelled by the board abruptly because our director quit due to personal family matters. Now there is no drama club, and I basically have nothing to do after school. The problem isn't the fact that we won't have a spring musical this year; the problem is, I have no other way to hang out with the guy now. He's only a junior currently, but he's transferring to a college next year because he has enough credits, so I practically will never see him again. It's almost been a week since the last drama club meeting when I last saw him, and ever since, I haven't gotten any emails, texts, whatever from him. Yesterday, through facebook and through some of our mutual friends, I found out he's getting back together with his ex. It didn't upset me that much..but I was very unhappy because now not only will I never see him again, but he's back with his perfect girlfriend (who I have always felt inferior to..she is literally PERFECT). So after days of staring at my phone, praying for a text, and fantasizing about how he's just show up on my doorstep and ask if I'd like to go out with him (haha), I decided that I was totally over him. His sweatshirt that he gave to me on a cold day when I had forgotten mine: I stuffed that into the back of my closet so I'll never have to look at it again. The bottle of lemonade he bought me and even took a couple of sips from, I've kept that on my nightstand for about a month (i know, it's gross, but it's the closest thing we've ever come to a kiss), I wrote I don't care anymore on it with black Sharpie, and recycled it yesterday. The pen he gave me that he had gotten from the Hotel Cisterna in Italy: I gave that to my friend during math class.
Basically, I've just been going out of my way to do all sorts of things like that; things to make me get over him. Do you think I'm making too big of a deal out of something that was never anything in the first place? I mean, we were never boyfriend-girlfriend, but I really thought we had a chance, and now I basically have to hope, or opportunity. I'm trying soo hard not to dig up that old sweatshirt out again, and I'm trying my best not to check his facebook page and look at our old pictures and stuff, but it's torturing me. Do I have a reason to be upset? Or am I just fooling myself.
xoxo?stephanie
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