i have endless anxiety over blocked ears?HELP!!!?!

frequently like once or more times a month this happens. Are the following syntoms normal. blocked feeling in ear like and object or just something in there, when my ears touched it feels like a blankets over it and you sroke it-this sort of noise(i hear this when i move also,when my ears blocked), tinnitus(i have this reguardless of blockage but blockage alters it), seashell noises like when you cup your ears with your hands or when severly blocked a loud rumbling sound like when you yawn,minor or severe hearing loss or even just change in sounds, and horrible discomfort i cant discribe. its like the fear of my life and i get stressed beyond anything and mortified when it occurs. i,ve had so much history with blockage that sometimes when i have waxy ears it just feels clogged but its only wax, i have an ent and he said its clean and my hearing checks out. maybe im sensitive to hearing loss, another thing when i sleep and roll on my side my ear gets blocked then i wake take my ear off the pillow then it pops to normal, if it remains clogged then its wax blockage but if it pops is it only trapped air?is their anyone else who feels hopeless and feels like its impossible feeling? its rare for it to block naturally its usually the result of an ear bud, it doent make it better or worse!!!please HELP?its ruin my life guys!!!!!