Health /anxieties?!

Health /anxieties?

I have had a serious chest infection that put me on a life support machine for 5 days i cant remember the day i was rushed in which is a constant annoyance to me but what i find very hard is everone who saw me in such a bad way are watching me all the time cause they are terrified in case i go back to how i was-this is putting more pressure on me to keep fit and i am finding it very difficult- has anyone else been in the same position- if so please tell me how you handled it

3 weeks ago
I forgot to say i couldnt move my body for a while i can now but i am still trying to deal with how poorly i was myself cause i dont want to go back to that

3 weeks ago
i do get worried sometimes but i do try to keep possitive i have better days than others

I had third stage Lyme disease. I am sure it was horrifying to my family members because I was so ill I could not move, I had severe memory loss, and pain X 10. It took me along time to get better. Still I have to be so very careful of how I rest and eat. I was so afraid for years that I was going to get that way again that I wasn't living. My condition is chronic. I eat right, exercise and stay/keep away anyone who is sick. It took along time for my family to realize I was not that ill anymore. I know that I will always carry that fear, as will my family that I will get that sick again, but ya can't let it keep you from living. Do what you can to stay healthy, get lots of rest, eat right, exercise, have fun and don't worry about whats out of your hands. I wish you all the luck in the world. Well wishes