I ruined my skin and now im thinking of suicide?!


Question: I ruined my skin and now im thinking of suicide?
im not going to tell you what i left over night under my eye and part of my face but after I woke up my skin was dry and semi burnt,

2 years later my under eye wrinkles are still here ( they would have gone away if I had just left it alone because my other eye did) and they are worse. They've become loose, untight and unsmooth.

and under my eye there is a medium sized patch of skin that is all rough and bumpy and when i shine it in light i can see it so easily.

u know how depressed i am, every day for the last 2 years ive looked at myself in the mirror, and somedays I thought I was actually seeing improvments but then a week later I look horrible and just want to kill myself.

i cant take this anymore, if it wasnt for that mistake I would have decent skin right now and I would look a lot better right now, this makes me look bad, I dont want to go anywhere, I dont want to talk to anyone, I dont want to see anyone.

even though people dont notice it it drives me crazy, I read a story of a 40 yearold woman who commit suicide because of her wrinkles and im half her age. I mean this has got to be 1 in a million, everyone I look at has nice skin, im giving it 2 more years then im jumping off the new york tower

Answers:

You know the saying: beauty isn't only skin deep?
you have to trust that...we all have things that bother us about ourselves. Sometimes i hate myself for the way I look...but at the same time I look at my life and my friends and my family and i think about how selfish it is for me to feel that way. There are millions of people less fortunate then me and about how lucky I am to live where I live and the family and friends I have. Why should I worry about little things like that when other people could careless about looks and are just fighting to survive.
why should you feel badly about yourself when thinking about these types of things? and honestly everyone will get wrinkles, even i have a few (even though i'm 19)..it will just take a little longer for other people to catch up. And then I look at people who tan WAY to much..and i think...well at least i will never be THAT wrinkled (haha sorry...some humor there)

Maybe you should focus that negative feeling you have into something positive...like maybe starting an organization to help girls with self-esteem? Do something for those who feel the same way that you do. You definitely aren't alone in feeling the way you do feel. You should dedicate your life to helping young women cope with self-esteem...maybe take it as far as burn victims who have scars on their faces...or something. Help society realize that beauty isn't everything. It's not only skin deep.

What really matters is if you are a caring person.

Because you are. You are beautiful and powerful and you can empower people with your story you have the ability to make a change. You have the ability to shed light.

Stay amazing, and good luck to you <3

Me :)



Make an appointment to see a dermatologist. They will be able to give advice. If they can't help, try something like Olay Definity eye cream. However, you'll want to check with the dermatologist first. I'm sure it is a minor problem that just requires the right solution.



Im in a simular situation and i left something on my face and its burnt also and feeling the same way.



Why wasting your life because of your skin.. We live because we don't want regrets.
Its better to stay how it is and start protecting your skin or use products.
trust me.



let me guess bleach ... it corrodes the skin not lightens it (correct me if im wrong but i'm not)
don't ever think of suicide no matter how bad it is
go to your doctor and see what they can do or surgery if it's that replusive to look at yourself
don't look back look to the future and you may learn to love your self just the way you are :)

a clever girl :)



That is the most stupidest thing to want to kill yourself over! I am sorry bit it is not worth killing yourself over burnt skin. It probably doesn't even look that bad, and your brain is just magnifing it. You know a women got acid thrown at face by some stranger, and burnt her whole face so she had to get patches of skin from parts of her body to be sewn onto her face and she still went out, and just carried on as a normal human being. Here's a picture:


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I certainly felt sad for you when I read your letter here. Why don't you try a little castrol oil on your skin each night before you go to bed. As far as wanting to commit suicide then please don't do that. Your life is to precious to every hurt yourself. I know sometimes that life tosses us some curve balls. But your strong and you can get past this. So when you think about suicide then think of all the people that love you and if you was not here then you would hurt them. i know you don't want to do that to your loved ones. :)) So now start to work on making your skin look better and also try to please pray to God and ask him to help you to know that you are more then just your skin. Learn to love you for whatever is not so perfect on you. Don't forget to use the Castol oil and also give yourself a break. Your a wonderful person with or without the best of skin. God Bless You.:))




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