Am I right?!
Question: I have decided to put anorexia away. I am done with Anorexia. I don't want to kill myself. Each day I am afraid of death but slowly I am moving myself toward it. For now on I will eat healthy and keep my heart healthy. I can still lose weight the healthy way. I have also wrote a message to other pro ana girls and I told them they should stop. I can't believe I actually had both Anorexia and Bulimia. I remember sticking my toothbrush down my throat. And starving myself. I feel horrible and I feel as if I sinned. Should I feel this way even though I decided to stop anorexia?
Answers: I have decided to put anorexia away. I am done with Anorexia. I don't want to kill myself. Each day I am afraid of death but slowly I am moving myself toward it. For now on I will eat healthy and keep my heart healthy. I can still lose weight the healthy way. I have also wrote a message to other pro ana girls and I told them they should stop. I can't believe I actually had both Anorexia and Bulimia. I remember sticking my toothbrush down my throat. And starving myself. I feel horrible and I feel as if I sinned. Should I feel this way even though I decided to stop anorexia?
Congratulations!!!! I'm glad you saw that anorexia will lead to nothing good. No you shouldn't feel terrible because you have changed. Just don't go backwards, keep exercising and eating moderately. Good luck!
No you should be happy. I am on and off with bulimia, i honestly don't see the problem with it, but thats cause im pretty wacked...so don't listen to my opinion on that.
I could never be anorexic, i love food too much. So yes, be happy that you are over it and don't feel like you "sinned" by doing this, it's in the past and your moving on. Good job :)
feel good about yourself that you had stopped that, is what i would tell ya.
That's good for you, you should be proud of yourself.
Forgive yourself. If you hate yourself for the past, you will continue to punish ourself, through food or something else. The first step to recovery is to love yourself. Love everything about yourself, even your flaws and mistakes. You are the only self you have, after all, and you're pretty much stuck with you.
You are a brave incredible person. I'm here if you need me. Also check out: http://www.webiteback.com and the forum there-- excellent prorecovery community.
Remember-- "ana" and "mia" are not lovely little angel-fairy-butterflies frolicking in skinny prettyland. They are ugly, tyrannical diseases, and they do not love you. You need to love you.