Eating disorder....?!


Question: Eating disorder!.!.!.!.!?
hey,
well i have an eating disorder, i know that much for sure but i can't bring myself to get help!.Its becoming such an overwhelming fear of going to see someone about it that i just can't bring myself to do it!. (i don't want ppl to tell me im stupid for thinking that because trust me i know i am)!.

I keep reading this stories from bulimics and anorexics and thinking well im not like that, im not that bad so its ok that i can't go to a counsellor which is making me feel even worse!.!.!.but i seriously can't bring myself to see anyone!. I had decided on reasons to tell differnt friends but always seem 2 find a reason not to!. i just don't see why i should burden them with this!. and i can't tell my family cos the last time i was sick (not from an ed) they just told me to cut out the BS!.

I also took sum self evalution tests for an ed and i got nearly the highest mark, yet im stil nt convind
I don't exactly know what i expect from this question!.!.!.or why im posting it!.!.!.!.but here goes ;(Www@Answer-Health@Com


Answers:
I know exactly how that feels!. I've never had an eating disorder, not full blown anyway!. But I've had a lot of problems with depression, cutting, and personality disorders!. I know I'm sickand yet I don't want help!. It's a really weird feeling!. I've wanted to tell people so badly, but I didn't want to hurt them!. So I tried to hide it, hoping someone would notice I wasn't okay!. But no one ever did!. I don't know if they truly didn't see it, if they just ignored it, or convinced themselves it wasn't real!. Eventually it got to the point where I attempted suicide because I couldn't deal with it anymore, with feeling alone, unwanted, and guilty!. I ended up hurting everyone around me so much more than I ever imagined!. I wish I'd told them!.

I truly don't want you to ever end up like me!. So you've got to do something really hard!. Go see a doctor!. It's not going to be easy, but the more you put it off, the harder it gets!. If it's too hard to say the words, write it and hand it to the doctor, just as long as they know!. Do it for your sake and for those around you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

There is a part of you that wants to live and survive; and a part that is sickk and keeps you from opening up to your friends or getting help!. Just like alcoholism, an ED takes over a piece of your mind and assigns it to foster the survival of itself - the ED!. You may or may not know that ED patitnts have one of the highest mortality rates of all mental/emotional difficulties that people experience!.

Your job is to fight the seductive voice which keeps telling you to hide your behavior and your feelings!. It will tell you that you are a burden, people have their own problems, they don't really care anyway - and on and on!.

There is also a voice in you that wants you to survive and thrive!. To live free and healthy!. A voice that believes others when they say they love you and care about you!. Listen to this voice however tiny it has become!. Like a campfire that has burnt low it can be nourished with a little fuel, the right amount of air, and some heat (attention)!. You can build your life (and this voice) up to a roaring blaze again and be a healing voice to others!. It will take real courage and fortitude!. Be a hero for yourself and eventually for others!Www@Answer-Health@Com





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