Think I might be on the verge of Bulimia....help please?!

Question: Think I might be on the verge of Bulimia....help please?

So for the past week or so I've been really paying attention to my weight. I'm 15 and 5'5 and my dream weight is 110, which I'm at with maybe a 2 or 3 lb fluctuation. Now I'm starting to get worried because not only do I have it in my head that I'll never be able to wear a bikini or find "the one" if I go over 115, but when I do eat a lot I feel guilty. Like just now I had a bowl of Raisin Bran Crunch and some dip with Tostitos, now I feel really guilty because the cereal bowl of dip was kind of full. Now I'm kind of worried that I did eat that not only that much (though all I've had today was some rice and soy sauce, Sun Chips, a cinnamon roll tortilla and a bagel) but that I am guilty and for a split second my head was like "Wouldn't it be great if you could just puke this all up?"

This has got me kind of scared you know? Like it seems like just a few months ago I was totally happy with my body, not worrying about what I ate, but now I feel like I have to either eat lunch and skip breakfast or vice versa. Am I like going bulimic? I'm really scared. What should I do?

What kind of started all of this is something my ex-boyfriend said. So background, in 8th grade I was a total she-jock, had a decent 4 pack. But now that I'm in high school I lost all my athletic ability and have the basic personality of Juno, you know minus the whole pregnant thing :) I broke up with Tristan after 4-5 months of dating. Me and my friends were at a dance at our high school, Tristan (who goes to another h.s) was there as well. Me and my friends had sports bras on, since it was a "rave" except one, the shy and skinny Kylie.

Tristan was texting me that night saying stuff about how I lost my four back, I didn't think it had changed that much, and how Kylie was so skinny and sexy and crap. So I let it roll of my back for a while but Monday it kind of hit me. I don't talk to him because he is jerk (to say it nicely) but it's still effecting me, making me think. Hey maybe I'm not skinny enough. Or I should weigh like 90 lbs like Kylie.'

Since I've been thinking like this it's been scaring me. I know this isn't really a question but I just need some advice. Thanks in advance

Answers:

Honey, I cant tell you how many times ive just wanted to throw up all the crap i just ate, but then i think of how if i do it once ill never stop until im in the hospital and as skinny as a stick and not able to walk up my own stairs with out gaspingfor breath.... i know the pressure to be skinny is very had to deal with... but its not worth it..... look up pictures of bulimic and anorexic ppl on google and ask yourself do you really want to look like this?

your ex is probably jst doing this to you on purpose and wants to torture you with his comments but just try not to let it get to you.... and if you still cant do tht then do get an eating disorder, just go to a gym and start eating healthier.

hope i help :))

im a 6'1'' dude, i work out and its about this time of year that i get ready for the beach season. just eat healthy and you will be better looking, im sure your pretty allready. dont worry about the haters.

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