Why does God keep people like me alive?!
Question: I have a heart problem
I can hardly breathe. I wish I can breathe normally without forcing air into my lungs. My nose holes never open. I have to breath through my mouth.
I have migraine headaches
I have neck pain
I have chest pain
Stomach ache
Bone ache
My Jaw hurts
My vision is not really good
My hearing is not very good
I have iron difficiency
Dificiency in Vitamin B12
I have pressure from home, from school, and from everywhere
I hate my life, why does God keep me alive? Why does he like seeing me suffering? Why did he create me in first place?
Doctors are all liers, I hate them all. I went to doctors and they let me do 1000000 tests and they didn't give me any cure. They are useless.
Please ask God that I die. Please pray that I die. I will be so thankfull.
Thank you
Answers: I have a heart problem
I can hardly breathe. I wish I can breathe normally without forcing air into my lungs. My nose holes never open. I have to breath through my mouth.
I have migraine headaches
I have neck pain
I have chest pain
Stomach ache
Bone ache
My Jaw hurts
My vision is not really good
My hearing is not very good
I have iron difficiency
Dificiency in Vitamin B12
I have pressure from home, from school, and from everywhere
I hate my life, why does God keep me alive? Why does he like seeing me suffering? Why did he create me in first place?
Doctors are all liers, I hate them all. I went to doctors and they let me do 1000000 tests and they didn't give me any cure. They are useless.
Please ask God that I die. Please pray that I die. I will be so thankfull.
Thank you
I will not ask God to take you! I know sometimes I will ask God to take me sometimes because things can be so messed up at times! But then I can wke up and love a beautiful day that God created ! as for doctors I agree and I think you have to look a lot harder for the Right doctor who cares about you and your feelings ! I was going to a wonderful psychiatrist who helped me so much and I would do paintings and art to pay him ! He died not long ago so I do at times feel lost ! But it sounds like your under so much stress ! from the migrains ,neck aches,chest pain,as for the heart problem you have to take care of that ! I will pray for you ! you are a nice person, Peace
There are actually really good doctors out there that can successfully treat everything that you mentioned. You shouldn't hate people that dedicate their lives to helping others.
Edit: "doctors are all liars". I'm sorry honey, but the doctors that helped my uncle battle cancer when he had about a 20% chance of survival weren't really "liars". Heres another problem you have that you forgot to mention: ignorance. You got to the way you are due to a series of unfortunate events. Why do you think good thing good things happen to awful people and vice versa? You can't expect your idea of a "god" (whatever your idea is) to cushion your falls. You need to use your inner strength. Many of the worlds greatest heros faced horrible misfortunes. You could do some research and find a good experienced doctor, or you could curse the medics and mope. Despite how much you will hate me for my answer, I hope for the best.
This is YOUR test. I will pray that God helps you find the strength to push through it.
You have a purpose..apparently you are very strong to endure all of that..you may not know what it is right now..but your future will show~God Bless You
Okay, I think this is God's way of trying to bring you closer to him rather than wanting to be dead.
One must go through the bad times to appreciate the good.
All gods are imaginary.
Im sorry to hear about your problems. I know you are mad at the doctors but medicine is not a perfected art. Try to eat healthy, get good sleep, dont get stressed, and if you can, exercise.
Oh, Mimi! I'm so sorry you're in this state.
May you have a complete and speedy recovery. May your suffering end, but may YOU continue!
We need you alive and well and feeling better.
May the doctors find the wisdom to heal you and stop your pain.
What the ****!?!?You sound like an actor from HOUSE...I know its bad but for fucks sake,theres gotta be something worth living for...email me and lets talk...armstrong876@gmail...I have been there chick..I know.
you are a level three, you have too much to live for.
god put everyone on this earth for a reason i think he has a plan for u in the long run. he made everyone different and unique. all u need to do is relax and let the doctors do what they need to do they no what theyre doing. well dont get down u have a meaning here everyone does youll be fine just relax and live life to its fullest.
Why in the world would God let you live? Well because He loves you. Why does He let you live like this? He knows the plans HE has for you. Please don't pray that you die. God loves you very much, but He wants you with us right now. I'll pray for your peace and understanding, but mostly for your healing.
Love in Christ,
A new Friend. P.s I don't want you to die.
You do have it tough.It definitly could be worse.You deserve a lot of LOVE and attention.Have faith,surround yourself with plenty of friends and family.Hugs to you.
Your parents were most likely coke heads and the God of the Old Testament is punishing you for their transgressions.
Hawking went to school and turned into something great, overcoming great physical adversity- maybe you should try the same instead of calling all the doctors "liers".
ur alive for a purpose. do u believe in God? love him? pray to him to help yooh? he loves you more than ANY1 else in the world. if u dont believe in him, ur gonna burn in flames 10 times hotter if you die.
First, God doesn't hate you because he doesn't exist. Stop looking for him and trying to explain your problems through him. You are here due to random chance. The universe randomly came into existence and then four and a half billion years later, evolution eventually led to you being born. You have health problems not because they were created by God but because the universe is nowhere near perfect or fair and you simply were unlucky enough to be afflicted the same way manufacturing plants occasoinally turn out defective items due to nobody's fault but chance.
I will not pray for God to kill you. I will hope that you can fix what is most broken about yourself and that is your attitude. Yes, you have every right to shake your fist at the universe and cry "why me?" But why waste your time doing that? All it does it cause you to focus on your pain and decide that you are doomed to live a terrible life. There are people all over the world who have suffered incredibly sucky lives but who somehow manage to find the courage to stop complaining about it and to somehow make the most of it.
Imagine how much people would admire you if they saw that you have so much to struggle with but somehow still manage to be a happy person who tries to make the world a better place. Force yourself to smile and it will eventually become a habit that will seemingly magically change your attitude to your core. Your attitude is what is making life hard. Change it and things will get a lot better.
Good luck.
Mimi i read in your profile that your Muslim, so am i.
Allah swt gives us each a test and makes nothing unbearable.
It is US who considers it so.
Think of yourself THANKFUL that you are given a chance to breathe his air, to walk his earth, to speak amongst his creations.
Many have it worse habibty, and many have it easier.
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You were created to worship Allah ya Mimi,he did not create you to "watch you suffer". He only tests the strongest of us this way.
InshaAllah things get better.
email me if need be :)
Roqayahchamseddine@yahoo.com
I am so sorry to hear that you think GOD is punishing you let me tell you this: the more you curse your life the more you will live . GOD wants you to see the beauty in you and until you learn to appreaciate what you have Im sorry but you just might out live us all! Check out friendship ventures . org I work there every summer and I see people that are 7 times worse then you but they are living their lives -hell they live better than me because they know they are different and they love it . challenge your self love yourself GOD will never give you more than you can bear!
I can agree with you on that bulleted list you have above. Although I dont suffer from all those symptoms I do have some u have. And YES doctors ARE liars, they are just in it for the MONEY.
But what the guy before said, it is a test. Ive learned to live with how i am, accepted myself. You need to accept yourself. Your life does have meaning whatever that may be. To make other ppls lives happier, etc.
Just keep at it. Trust me, good ppl get rewarded, Karma.
You cant give up now. Please keep fighting, no matter how hard u think u have it, there are always others less fortunate than u are.
i pray GOD that you get better 100%.
you are not going to die
you are going to get well!!
GOD bless!
I want to just ask that God help you to feel better. I think your question is a really good one -- it is very normal to want to know why we're here and we all feel that way to some extent. Please don't be mad at God. Have you tried going to an allergist? It sounds to me like many of your problems could be precipitated by allergens. I'm no doctor (actually, I'm glad I'm not because you hate them!) Do you have any good friends? Isn't there someone in your life who can comfort you or help you to feel better about being here? I feel terrible that you have reached such a bad place. I wish I had the right words to help you -- all I know for sure is that God has a list. He won't take us until our name is on it. And we have to stay here to figure out why we're here. The laundry list of things that you are suffering with health wise are tough -- I suspect you are totally worn out and weary from dealing with it all. Please try to get help with this hopelessness and depression -- I'm going to pray for the Lord's will to be done. I pray for a miracle for you -- that God will use you by healing you so that you can testify for all the days of your life. Miracles happen -- rest up for your healthier future.
MIMI
dont say that Allah made you like that! Do you think that Allah likes to punish us! He loves us! Have faith in Allah! Allah gave you many things just dont look at the bad side only always look at the bright side ! Allah gave you many wonderful things just dont keep looking at the bad side!! MIMI keep that faith of urs dont let shaytan play in your head! And NEVER sau you want to die! Cuase we need you your family needs you, entee ta3rrafee keda! 3omrek t2oolee keda tanee! Mashee?:)
Please dont be that way.
Im sure its not that bad!
Enjoy life when your done school dont take it so seriously.
Be more releaxed and just dont care so much and it will all be better in the short term if you persist and study hard like now it will get better in the long run, You can get rid of the vitamin b12 deffeciency and iron defeicency if you change your diet to for example.
Its not so complicated
Please try and live.
Pure amusement quit whining and do something to better your life, pops some vitamins eat better and exercise.