More updates...now its 9 days.?!
Question: well for again the people who asked for more updates....
I am still in the hospital, my best friend wont even come see me because i have tubes in me and she could never see me in this position. i really want her to come but its her choice. So yeah now it is 9 more days and 14 days till my birthday but i wont be able to see it. =/. im starting to say my final goodbyes to everyone and i cry alot ( like now ). I didn't feel anything until just today and im now and scared and i didnt get a chance to find my place and i wont be able to. Thank you to everyone who has answered all my questions on here and ill keep writing until i pass on.
how do i stop being scared and live the rest of my life to the fullest?
if theres any questions, feel free to email me.
God Bless.
Answers: well for again the people who asked for more updates....
I am still in the hospital, my best friend wont even come see me because i have tubes in me and she could never see me in this position. i really want her to come but its her choice. So yeah now it is 9 more days and 14 days till my birthday but i wont be able to see it. =/. im starting to say my final goodbyes to everyone and i cry alot ( like now ). I didn't feel anything until just today and im now and scared and i didnt get a chance to find my place and i wont be able to. Thank you to everyone who has answered all my questions on here and ill keep writing until i pass on.
how do i stop being scared and live the rest of my life to the fullest?
if theres any questions, feel free to email me.
God Bless.
You don't have to find your place: you've had it since you were born. I've been reading your other questions an you seem to have dealt with everything perfectly despite the incredibly difficult circumstances. Don't be scared, nothing awful is going to happen: I don't what your beliefs are about death and what happens thereafter but there's nothing to be gained through fear. Your friend will surely come as she realizes these are the last days she will spend with you but if she does not you will still know she is thinking of you: perhaps it is better she doesn't see you like this so that she'll remember you as you were before.
I guess your actions are restricted in the hospital so living life to the fullest may mean mentally rather than physically: coming to terms with yourself and those around you. Already, you've been able to get to a point it takes most people all their lives to. Remember the times you've spent happily and look to your family an friends for support. Good luck.
That sounds like me, but I don't think I am going to pass on. Just do what I do love everyday till you can't love no more. Just think of the great times you had in your past and don't worry about the future just yet! I am so sorry that you must go through this!
I'm sorry...don't be scared. It happens to everyone... I am quite sure the Creator/Creatrix doesn't let death occur to harm you... Bright Blessings.
Hi Amy S . Even now you will have good and bad times. concentrate on the good. talking is good. I'm sorry your friend wont come and see you. but she did find you on answers. she must have found even that hard. you still have a way to communicate with the world. Remember that everyone around you loves you. they are scared too. people need a reason to live, and your birthday is as good a reason as any. I hope you see your birthday. I hope I send you an email the next day and you are strong enough to answer me back. there is always something funny on you tube. try to smile. it will make the rest of you feel a bit better.
Have Fun.