Same Sex Abuse Victim?!
Question: I have been abuse by the same sex. Is it normal to be sexually confused in a way. I want to have a great relationship with a guy so bad, but I feel that my experience will make me gay in some way. (no offense) I don't want to be gay either. I am constantly comparing myself with other girls and its annoying. i am on a brith control and every since then, I have been an emotional wreck. If a girl is understanding to me or wants to just be my friend it freaks me out.I question myself like I don want to be her gf, I dont like her like that, and is she trying to hurt me. When I like a boy which takes me a long time with trust ( I was sexually harrassed and abuse by a guy that I liked) to take the relationship further. I hope that this makes sense I need help. My homophoia drives me insane. I dont want this experience to make me gay and I dont want to hate gay people. I was even holding hands with a guy recently and i got that love feeling with him and it felt sooooooooo good. What up w/ me?
Answers: I have been abuse by the same sex. Is it normal to be sexually confused in a way. I want to have a great relationship with a guy so bad, but I feel that my experience will make me gay in some way. (no offense) I don't want to be gay either. I am constantly comparing myself with other girls and its annoying. i am on a brith control and every since then, I have been an emotional wreck. If a girl is understanding to me or wants to just be my friend it freaks me out.I question myself like I don want to be her gf, I dont like her like that, and is she trying to hurt me. When I like a boy which takes me a long time with trust ( I was sexually harrassed and abuse by a guy that I liked) to take the relationship further. I hope that this makes sense I need help. My homophoia drives me insane. I dont want this experience to make me gay and I dont want to hate gay people. I was even holding hands with a guy recently and i got that love feeling with him and it felt sooooooooo good. What up w/ me?
Sorry for your trauma. Have you tried counseling? That's very effective.