OCD Symptoms?!
Question: I think that I has symptoms of OCD. I know 100% that all the things I list below is illogical, but sometimes these thoughts and obsessions could become distressing:
1) SEQUENCES: for example, I have to do everything by a rigid schedule and can not break it. Also, I have sequences with showering and brushing which must be done a certain way. This also applys to my exercise routine.
2) FEAR OF GETTING ILL- I had symptoms of nausea and thought there was something wrong with my stomach. I had many tests which came up negative. I still worry about having certain illnesses.
3)SOCIAL ISSUES- I've always had social anxiety problems. Also, I can't go to the bathroom in public places because of the noise. It has to be very quiet.
3) WHAT "IFS"-what if scenarios, like what if I can't fall asleep again. A very distressing what if is what if I lose control of my actions, like harm someone by just punching them or harming them:I have no intention to do this.
Is this OCD??
Answers: I think that I has symptoms of OCD. I know 100% that all the things I list below is illogical, but sometimes these thoughts and obsessions could become distressing:
1) SEQUENCES: for example, I have to do everything by a rigid schedule and can not break it. Also, I have sequences with showering and brushing which must be done a certain way. This also applys to my exercise routine.
2) FEAR OF GETTING ILL- I had symptoms of nausea and thought there was something wrong with my stomach. I had many tests which came up negative. I still worry about having certain illnesses.
3)SOCIAL ISSUES- I've always had social anxiety problems. Also, I can't go to the bathroom in public places because of the noise. It has to be very quiet.
3) WHAT "IFS"-what if scenarios, like what if I can't fall asleep again. A very distressing what if is what if I lose control of my actions, like harm someone by just punching them or harming them:I have no intention to do this.
Is this OCD??
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) symptoms are wide ranging. the following list is not conclusive, but it indicates a pattern which most OCD sufferers follow.
Invasive thoughts
Aggressive thoughts
Sexual thoughts
Anxiety
Panic attacks
Obsessive counting, sorting or mind games (word games in head etc.)
Compulsions and rituals
Thoughts about people you love
Thoughts about knives, high places or windows (you'll know what I mean)
Inappropriate fear
Having OCD doesn't mean you are mentally ill, in fact, more than that, it means you are mentally able.
OCD is the reserve of the creative - those who have massive creative ability or potential, make up the largest proportion of OCD sufferers. Why? Because it takes a massive intellect to be able to 'imagine' these powerful scenarios.
OCD is a form of psychosomatic condition. This means that your OCD has developed as your conscious mind has taken control of your body, creating your obsessions and compulsions. This is all fuelled by your inappropriate anxiety level.
Many of our OCD clients explain thoughts they experience which are directed at people they love, even their close relatives and children. Sometimes these thoughts can be of a violent and/or sexual nature.
OCD thoughts are fuelled by extreme levels of anxiety. Anxiety, by nature, causes 'fear'. Let me explain how this becomes these awful thoughts.
OCD - An Example
Your OCD and anxiety produce this thought pattern as you walk into the kitchen and see a knife on the table:
"I might pick up that knife and hurt myself, I might stab someone else and what if I kill them?"
This OCD thought pattern is often accompanied by quite vivid images in the mind. You may then immediately hide the knife, get someone else to remove it, or you may just run away.
Now let me explain how your OCD and anxiety creates this scenario.
Your anxiety produces fear when you see the knife
Your anxiety produces 'catastrophic thought patterns' (in other words, 'what if' thoughts. "what if I stabbed someone?" for example)
Your subconscious then builds a 'what if' - a catastrophic scenario around that fear which can include vivid mental images.
Your fear builds, but now, in addition, you feel like you are going crazy.
From now on, knife means stabbing - that behaviour has been learned by your subconscious
Do you see how that OCD scenario can play out? It's inappropriate, not based on truth and you would never do any of those things - and you know that.
Other sufferers may follow another OCD behavioural pattern. They might have to tidy constantly, turn lights on and off, avoid cracks in the pavement and other compulsions. These too are driven by OCD.
OCD sufferers fear the consequences of not carrying out their ritual - "What if I don't switch this light on and off six times?" It's the exact same OCD -driven catastrophic thinking.
you should go see someone that can help you ******
I think you should check with a phychiatrist