I feel like killing myself!!?!
Question: I hate my life so much i have so much stress and im doin bad at school im getting a D and 2 C's and the rest are A's but my mom and dad arent proud of me and i cant even go out i dont have any freedom and i just got in argument with my mom saying im always on the computer and never do my homework i was really pissed and told her its because there is no body in my life to help me and no im not goin to tutoring i got to go to school for 8 hours and tutoring is another 2 hours im not spending all my life at school i dont even have a life im a 15 year old trapped in my house and she screamed at me and said you want to be like all those other bad kids sell drugs take drugs and end their life i just feel so dam crappy i want to end my life!!!!!!!!! but every time i think about it there is one person in my life that helps and that is my girlfriend i always think about her and it makes me feel better but it sucks because we have a long distance relationship I DO NOT NO WHAT TO DO WHAT DO I DO
Answers: I hate my life so much i have so much stress and im doin bad at school im getting a D and 2 C's and the rest are A's but my mom and dad arent proud of me and i cant even go out i dont have any freedom and i just got in argument with my mom saying im always on the computer and never do my homework i was really pissed and told her its because there is no body in my life to help me and no im not goin to tutoring i got to go to school for 8 hours and tutoring is another 2 hours im not spending all my life at school i dont even have a life im a 15 year old trapped in my house and she screamed at me and said you want to be like all those other bad kids sell drugs take drugs and end their life i just feel so dam crappy i want to end my life!!!!!!!!! but every time i think about it there is one person in my life that helps and that is my girlfriend i always think about her and it makes me feel better but it sucks because we have a long distance relationship I DO NOT NO WHAT TO DO WHAT DO I DO
well if you post this on the web someones bound to call 911.
i think you should stay alive and if you need to talk talk to your gf.[or me] :]
anyway. never just go kill yourself because im sure that there is more then just ur gf that cares about you.
don't end it. to much to live for. call a hotline.. i felt stupid calling one, but eventually i had it programmed in my phone.. they help more than people think
Your girlfriend is not equipped to be your doctor and should not be expected to. See your family doctor and explain to him or her what you have stated here. You could be suffering from clinical depression. Make an appointment with your doctor immediately! He or she can help you or refer you to someone who can.
Unfortunately, it doesn't get easier as you get older. High school should be a great time for you! Relax and take things one at a time. Why do you have to go to turtoring for 2 hours every day? You are only failing one class. Maybe your parents would compromise with you and let you have some freedom on the weekend, if you worked hard during the week on your grades.
You sound a lot like my old boyfriend! He Just ignored his parents and if i were you i would WORK REALLY HARD and i am sure everything will get better. Tell your mom ITS YOUR DNA BLAME IT ON YOURSELF. If you want :D
Good Luck
DON"T KILL YOURSELF
DONT DO THAT TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND~!
Don't give up.You are young and 15 is a tough age.It seems like no one understands you but thats not so.Whatever you do don't give up.Keep working hard and you will get your grades up.Have faith and try praying.God is always with you even when you think no one is.I will pray for you.
damn, this is like exactly how i feel every other week pretty much, but usually i find somthing fun to do and forget about it.
your life can change...... Your life is in your hands. Do what you want.... Get some friends that can help you through your hard times. Tell your parents what going on.
Wonderin, you say that you are a 15 year old with much stress in your life and your mom and dad are unhappy with your grades.
Your mom feels that you are on the computer when you should be studying. Are you? Maybe you don't really know how to study something that you are not understanding.
You also said that you want help. If you do want help then, you must get some tutoring for the subjects that you are having a hard time with. You would be surprised at how easy they become when you understand them. After you understand, no more tutoring. Try it for awhile. There are places like Sylvan that can help you and you will be glad when you receive their help. Better grades and more understanding.
Remember that suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem.
It's great that your girlfriend has kept you from killing yourself up to this point. Now that you've posted this question, you can turn your life around. Now, at first glance, you may think I'm getting all churchy on you, but don't stop reading! It certainly changed my life. God can make your life worthwhile, and He loves you a lot. A good website you can go to is below. You can get a Bible, one of those Bibles in the drawer at hotels, or look up Christian organizations in your area and see if they have free bibles available, or buy your own if you have the money. Please don't shrug this off! This can literally change your life. This opportunity is too good to pass up.