Why does everyone leave me?!
Question: Why does everyone leave me!?
i have awhole list of problems!.!.!.but i'm scared!.!.!.gonna be locked up,i dont want to be!.but too weak to actually die too!.
so what can i do!?
my problems!.!.!.!.
i just got out of an abusive r'ship and had to go into hiding,he will kill me otherwise(abit funny really since i so want to take my own life right now)!.a good friend of mine has ran away and noone knows where he is!.!.!.i too ran away from home,but i told close friends where i was going(living with the only real friend i have actually now!.!.!.)
i have not slept for a week,i dont eat and if i do then i make myself sick,i cut myself!.!.!.and i am scared!.
the biggest problem linked in with me cutting myself,not eating and sleeping is because of this guy i met online!.!.!.!.
i am not sure what to tell about him,i spoke to many people but i never felt so 'close' to anyone before,and the pain i feel when i think about him is too much and i have cried so many times because of him but he never knew it!.i was just starting to open up to him and hes gone now!.!.!.
a real life friend of his told me(oh we met on this online game)that he quit cause his account got hacked,but he promised he would not leave me alone!.!.but he did!.!.!.it hurts so much!.
well then 2 other people told me he is dead!.!.!.and i dont know which is worse!.!.!.but hes not coming back to me either way,but i told him!.!.!.!.i would wait for him no matter what!.!.!.i dont break my promises to him,even though he probably lied about everything!.!.!.
see,the friend i live with,told me not to trust him and maybe he was right!?
before all that!.!.the guy told me he had been in a gang,he was in hiding because rival gang members were going to kill him!.!.!.but his friend(the one who said his account had been hacked)said there was no gang!.!.!.how could he have lied about something like that!?i just dont understand!.!.i want to forget him,i want to hate him!.!.!.but i cant!.all i do is worry about him and cry over him!.i feel lost!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
so what can i do!?
my problems!.!.!.!.
i just got out of an abusive r'ship and had to go into hiding,he will kill me otherwise(abit funny really since i so want to take my own life right now)!.a good friend of mine has ran away and noone knows where he is!.!.!.i too ran away from home,but i told close friends where i was going(living with the only real friend i have actually now!.!.!.)
i have not slept for a week,i dont eat and if i do then i make myself sick,i cut myself!.!.!.and i am scared!.
the biggest problem linked in with me cutting myself,not eating and sleeping is because of this guy i met online!.!.!.!.
i am not sure what to tell about him,i spoke to many people but i never felt so 'close' to anyone before,and the pain i feel when i think about him is too much and i have cried so many times because of him but he never knew it!.i was just starting to open up to him and hes gone now!.!.!.
a real life friend of his told me(oh we met on this online game)that he quit cause his account got hacked,but he promised he would not leave me alone!.!.but he did!.!.!.it hurts so much!.
well then 2 other people told me he is dead!.!.!.and i dont know which is worse!.!.!.but hes not coming back to me either way,but i told him!.!.!.!.i would wait for him no matter what!.!.!.i dont break my promises to him,even though he probably lied about everything!.!.!.
see,the friend i live with,told me not to trust him and maybe he was right!?
before all that!.!.the guy told me he had been in a gang,he was in hiding because rival gang members were going to kill him!.!.!.but his friend(the one who said his account had been hacked)said there was no gang!.!.!.how could he have lied about something like that!?i just dont understand!.!.i want to forget him,i want to hate him!.!.!.but i cant!.all i do is worry about him and cry over him!.i feel lost!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
Not to sound mean, but you might want to consider talking to a counsellor or maybe even the police, to get some help with your situation!. Www@Answer-Health@Com
I'm so sorry sweetie, for all that's happened to you!. You don't deserve it!. AT!. ALL!. But with all that's happened I can understand how yo might think that way!. But I think you might need to go to the hospital to see if you're bi polar!. I know its random and doesn't make a lot of sense but all the conflicted emotions that are going around can be the cause of a chemical imbalance!. If you receive the treatment then it can help balance everything out!. A friend of mine felt the exact way you are because of some problems in her life and she found out that that was why!.
But that guy you care about is a different story!. You can never know whats real and whats not when it comes to the internet!. Or people in general really!. I know you would like to wait for him but there could be problems with that!. Maybe he can't find you now that he's going to create a new account, or maybe he really wasn't what he said he was!. I hope it the former for your sake but like I said before!. You never know!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
But that guy you care about is a different story!. You can never know whats real and whats not when it comes to the internet!. Or people in general really!. I know you would like to wait for him but there could be problems with that!. Maybe he can't find you now that he's going to create a new account, or maybe he really wasn't what he said he was!. I hope it the former for your sake but like I said before!. You never know!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
sweetheart, stop worrying about this man he's not worth it!. He sounds a bit dodgy to me!. Try to get a bit more confidence in yourself!. Start with telling yourself you deserve the good things in life, you are beautiful, I would recommendd seeing a councilor too!.just having someone to talk to can help!.Try finding a hobby you enjoy even if its just going for a walk in the park,look at the flowers,the trees, listen to the birds !. Read a good book!.Spend time on you having a beauty treatment !.Things will not happen overnight but you will get there !.Think of only the good things in you not the bad!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
how old are you!? you sound in a real mess!. do you have parents!?
even if its been a long time contact them!. start living in the real
world and not relying on internet relationships- you know nothing
about these people!. go and see a doctor, cos you sound depressed!.
you need real friends and family!. turn off the computer!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
even if its been a long time contact them!. start living in the real
world and not relying on internet relationships- you know nothing
about these people!. go and see a doctor, cos you sound depressed!.
you need real friends and family!. turn off the computer!.Www@Answer-Health@Com