Do i have a punishment fettish?!
Question: Do i have a punishment fettish?
ok i am NOT a troll, i am being 100% serious.
for as long as i can remember i have always gotten into trouble (on purpose), because i like getting into trouble, not with my parents or family though, when i was in school, i would annoy the teachers just so i could get into trouble. i have a weird obsession with corporal punishment, and i tend to try to get into trouble when its a young good looking female teacher or my favourite, was the deputy principal. i'm 19 years old, and im not a lesbian. i just like the feeling of being yelled at. i wish that i was still in school, and that corporal punishment in schools was still legal, like getting your ears boxed or smaked. f*ck i'm messed up. i love watching school movies that have someone getting in trouble in it. wtf is wrong with me!? I AM NOT A TROLL. please be serious. i have always wanted to tell someone, but im too ashamed to do it. i feel that the only way to tell someone is to tell complete strangers over the internet.
for as long as i can remember i have always gotten into trouble (on purpose), because i like getting into trouble, not with my parents or family though, when i was in school, i would annoy the teachers just so i could get into trouble. i have a weird obsession with corporal punishment, and i tend to try to get into trouble when its a young good looking female teacher or my favourite, was the deputy principal. i'm 19 years old, and im not a lesbian. i just like the feeling of being yelled at. i wish that i was still in school, and that corporal punishment in schools was still legal, like getting your ears boxed or smaked. f*ck i'm messed up. i love watching school movies that have someone getting in trouble in it. wtf is wrong with me!? I AM NOT A TROLL. please be serious. i have always wanted to tell someone, but im too ashamed to do it. i feel that the only way to tell someone is to tell complete strangers over the internet.
Answers:
No, your not a troll or messed up. actually you have more in common with thousands of others. You like to be dominated (i.e told what to do) you like to be put in your place! there are people that are known as dominatrixes. These are basically people who *specialise* in the punishment you so desire. google the word dominatrix up and that should explain a little more. I think you'll be in for quite a suprise ;) Theres nothing weird about this at all