suicidle thoughts became serios?!
Question: Suicidle thoughts became serios?
my life is crap, and i mean crap. i barley have any freinds, everybody hates me, and just now my parents hate me as well.
i have known about my dad for a while now. hes been on verynaughtydates.com for months. me and me mum were having our 1000 argument( she thought i was dating older men, if you were wondering) because she woulndt belive me. i screamed out the dad was the one using dating websites, not me, and showed her proof on the computer.i was in hysterics and mum ran upstairs to wake dad. dad convinced her it wasnt true, somehow, even though i had showed her the proof, and now she hates me. she said i was trying to distroy their marrige.
now mum siad she will never love me again, and dad has said (started crying right now) he will never trust me or love me ever.
i went to the kitchen and got out a box of paracetamol, but i didnt take it. i just stared at it.and something happend that has never happend before. my mind was telling me to do it, get it over with, and i seriosly wanted to. the only thingstopping me was that i secretly hoped things would get better. everybody would forget about this and love eachover again, i just dont know what to do.
i cant live anymore, i have no freinds, my parents hate me and nobody would miss me if i died
please help
claire :(
Answers:
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Looks like your going through a really crap time at the minuit. Parents can be terrible at times, and sometimes you get them being idiots all the time. But whats the real point of ending your life over your selfish parents? your just making them win. They would miss you, parents don't understand how fragile we are. They say what they want and never realise how we can react. I personally think you should get a councelor or talk to your school nurse. This is coming from me, I had a overdose of paracetmol and ibrofen, i took over 50. And I'm still alive, Its a terrible way what will happen is that your body begins to become heavy and tired and a few hours later you are being sick, you throw up for about 12 hours straight and clear out your whole stomach lining. And if its really bad they put you on a drip, I was in hospital for five days. My reasons are different. But still don't end your life because of some careless parents. If they don't listen talk to a teacher. You say you dont have many friends, well try and talk to the friends you do have. They'll listen to you, if they know how much your going through. You sound pretty down, you could make a appointment at the doctors to see if you have depression? Please keep yourself together, I promise you it will get better. If you want to talk more add me on msn - onefatlorna@hotmail.co.uk
please trust me, your parents do love you. They just havent opened their eyes to whats going on.
I believe in you, Lorna :) x
tl;dr
Don't do it. Its not worth it in the end. I know things are going tough at this moment, but it will blow over. Your parents seem very... Interesting. Don't believe them, if they say that to you. I mean I've had fights like that with my family but I've made it through. They will regret saying that to you days later. They will feel horrible so don't blame yourself for anything. And I'm pretty sure someone will miss you no matter what. Your parents are just having problems, don't waste your time going suicide because of their idiocy. I've had thoughts like that too, don't get me wrong, like fights like that RUINED ME. I thought no one wanted me to live anymore. But I was wrong, I ignored my parents for a day, and they came running back. If you go suicide, not only can't they go running back to you, you lost your life for them for no reason. Its not worth it, I'm sure your amazing in every way possible, and if they can't see that, then screw them. You have your life ahead of you. I could be your friend, if you need to talk add my email, or message me and I'll send you my true email. Okay? So don't go suicide, your better than that I know it. I wouldn't want someone else ending their life because of someone else's foolish deeds. So stay alive, keep living, ignore the haters, their going to hate. And I know it might be rough now, but soon you'll look at it now and be like, "Wow I was so close!" But no, believe me its not worth it. I'm sure your amazing, and you don't need someone to tell you that. So save yourself. Don't listen to them, they will come running back, I'm sure of it. Were here for you.