any help appreciated?!

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Hello friend,

I can not help myself but notice the negativity that is in your question and I feel your pain.

Although you might not completely agree with me, I would suggest that you keep an open mind. After all your goal should be how to get out of your current challenging situation.

In your question, you describe all of the things that are wrong. Apparently, this is what you focus your mind on. I think that you should try and focus on the things that are good in your life; as small and insignificant as you might think that they are, THEY'RE NOT!

You are alive - aren't you?
You know how to read and write.
You have clothes to wear.

There are a million and one things that you could celebrate at any moment, focus on that and your life will change for the better - guaranteed.

I suggest that (although it sounds silly) you keep your self a 'gratitude journal' where you start your day (every day for 30 days) by writing the things that you are grateful for. Even if you copy what you wrote the previous day. You will be amazed at the things that you write after the first week or so.

It is extremely powerful.

Good luck,
Ruben.

A person that overcame numerous challenges.

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Just look to God.

What Ruben said is true there... You are ALIVE don't you? c'mon! there are many people who are worst than you and me (Financially and Intellectually) but they can survive! I just don't like all the negativities you pour. People are sometimes gets "try" by God. But that is what makes people strong.

Believe me, you can come out with something! people all around the world do! if people can do this, you can do this. You just have to believe in yourself that you can out from your troubles.

We all born a winner already! just imagine, we already won against all of those Millions other sperms, right? :)