medical marijuana (long read)?!

just curious if anyone knows if i could qualify or not. in washington state btw.

ive done my own research and apparently i can be prescribed a marijuana card if my medical condition is a "Terminal or debilitating medical condition"
>debilitating
key word there.

so ive been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and social anxiety for about 6 years now. spent some time in a psyche ward, got on meds, and had the dosages fine tuned.
while the lithium and lamictal work to some degree for my bipolar (im not slitting my wrists anymore) it does absolutely nothing for my anxiety. been on clonazepam for the same amount of time and that doesnt help either.

it affects me to the point to where i cant function in public. so its hard to work, its hard to focus in school and its literally impossible for me to have a leisurely walk through a park or to even go shopping for clothes.
last time i went to a mall i had to leave 3 minutes into it because i was about to break down and cry and once my anxiety sets in, thats when i become suicidal again.

so again, does anyone think that marijuana would help my disorder?

one last thing: i dont want anyone telling me about the pros or cons of pot. im well aware of the benefits and consequences and im well aware of its effect on me and how it helps my disorders.
also, im not just some stoner "looking for free pot bro". im starting college again soon and i wanna be able to focus on my work and not have my disorders influencing my thinking but this is all irrelevant as it is.

anyway, if i can think of anything else that might help make a case then ill add it in and in the mean time thank you for your answers.