Today when i went swimming?!

Today when i went swimming?

im 18 and not such a great swimmer, i can back float and swim a bit and today iwas in the deep end with my friend who is way worse a swimmer then me and not too confident. anyway we were being stupid and i challenged her to backfloat accross the pool. she said fine and we started 2 swim. when suddenly she was like help me so i went 2 her and instead of letting me help her she went crzy and started pushing me uner water she ripped my swimsuit and i couldnt get out of the water. occasionally when i got my head up for a sec i screamed help.pple just laughed and thought we were jk and the lifegaurd i after found out was chatting and said we were joking and didnt even come 2 check us. at the end i was about 2 give up. some how someone finally listened and moved her so i was able 2 come up. i now i am terrified of water and i keep thinking about how i was stuck underneath the water and cant get it out of my head whta should i do help me please!!!!!

1 week ago
the lifegaurd said srry wehn we were leaving and said he thought we were fakin. i feel bad 2 tell on him. alos more imprtant than that. i cant stop thinking about the whole incident. what should i do to get it off my mind

1 week ago
for those of u who answered so far i really appriciate it! thanks

His job is to listen to ANY cries for help, you need to report him before he thinks someone else is playing and drowns, You are lucky! I had this happen to me at a water park, I was stupid and took my son in the deep end in the wave pool, I started taking on water and he clung on and just sank me, luckily the lifeguard was there to help, it sucks since i am a grown man and was a little embarrassed yet he saved my life, other than not letting your fears get to you and confront them and get back in the water would be the best but hardest thing for you to do, also get some swimming lessons, you are never to old, all in all sorry about your incident.