I just made myself throw up. Why?!

I just made myself throw up. Why?

My boyfriend and I just had a fight and broke it off. This was the last straw for both of us...after all the fighting.

Now, I am so sick. I tried to eat and I didn't eat much but it only made me feel worse so I made myself throw it up by gagging myself thinking it would feel better. I still feel sick to my stomach like no other. I am not bulemic, but now that I see how easy it was...I'm afraid I will make a habbit out of it.

i know how you feel..
i made a habit out of cutting after i felt how easy it was to do it.
but you have the choice of making a habit out of it..
your boyfriend is not gagging himself.and you dont need to do this to yourself because of him...so just write in like a jornal about it..scream into a pillow...do anything but the gagging.
:]
there are a buch of other good guys out there ok.
dont be too sad.
your too good for this.
:D good luck