Hey i know this is a long question but can you help me out...ill return the favo!

Hey i know this is a long question but can you help me out...ill return the favor!?

umm last wensday i smoked marijuana i was recovering from a stomach flu and i hadnt eaten all day i was all weak...and i think the stuff i smoked might have been laced with someting eles and well my friend smoked the same thing i did but it didnt hit her as hard...we smoked about half a joint each..but i kept it in real long and took long hit and im only 15...so well i felt real bad the next day...and so i had to tell my parents what i had dont so they took me to the hospital...and the doctor told me to just wait it out it was just the marijuana in my system..and well this todays the 5th day since i got high...but i do feel i guess i can say not as bad as the previous days cause before like yesterday i would get these bad panic attacks and now not as much and yesterday i decided to just try and feel better and today i tried my hardest to act normal and in the morning i was feeling more u know lively and i got up in th morning and everythig but i still feel like well not as bad but....

4 weeks ago
like i mean im not slower..i still walk right and think right but if i do something ill forget what i just did(i guess you can say short term memory loss) and i cant consentrate very well(although that seems to be improving) and when im walking i cant really feel as i walk like i know im walking and i can stop but i cant really you know feel like i used too....and like i am more enthusiastic...and less paranoid...which are sings that im getting better right?
and yeah i guess i can say i still feel high......but i was thinking that maybe im feeling hung over..or finally feeling the effects of the marijuana?
is this feeling of not completely being here permanent...i mean i did do it before but like twice a month...and i dont think i did it right....and im not addicted or anything...and i will never do this again...but as time goes by witll i begin to feel normal agaian?
\ogh and im drinking lots of water and stuff so that i can flush this outta my system..........

4 weeks ago
yeah i know but the memory loss and that weird not being here feeling ...it will go away right?
like i mean like if i go pee alot like i know ill be flushing my system...but these weird feelings arent permanent right?
because my thinking and everything eles is normal
so will it go away if i give it time?

4 weeks ago
im dobting that there is anything permanatley wrong with me or it messed up my brain because im coordinated and speaking correctly all it is is that i forget things is just did...but not completely just the way i did it....and i feel or my body feels completely not there...but yeah i have been improving like before it was alot worse u know? the panic attacks were way hardaer u know?

you're paranoid. i was the same way... if the doctor checked you and what not then i would assume you're fine. take it easy for a few.... and try to stay calm. you already told your parents so you did more than i could when i was in your place. i freaked.... haha.... now your dealing with the paranoia of not knowing if the joint was laced or not. i'd say you're probably fine. you'd be majorly messed up if it were laced.... just if you smoke it up again.... make sure you know what ur smoking and be careful.