I'm addicted to self-conflicted pain?!
Question: I'm addicted to self-conflicted pain!?
I know that sounds terrible, but I really really like pain!. I cut myself once just for the "experience" and experimenting in 8th grade and my mom couldn't trust me!. And I've been on this pill for a skin treatment for a half a year so I can't cut anymore because my doctor would see it!. But now!.!.!. I've found an easy way to get my!.!.!. daily dose or whatever in!. I've been taking large screwdrivers that my dad keeps around the house and using the metal part to hit my arm with!. And I make excuses to anyone who sees that I've run into the wall or a door shut on my arm!. I'm very clumsy so they'd kind of expect it!. But now my arm looks like someone beat the **** out of it, almost completely changing my skin tone in just the forearm!. Why do I love this feeling!? I don't know where it's coming from!. I have a high pain tolerance for the biggest things and the smallest tolerance for paper cuts, etc!.
Why do I do this!? I want to stop, but no therapists involved!. Is this a form of masochism!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Why do I do this!? I want to stop, but no therapists involved!. Is this a form of masochism!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
I think phsycologicly is a feeling in the back of your brain that you deserve it!. so untill you fix whatevers back there that made you think that you need to be "punished" you will enjoy it!. MY idea anyway, i looked up on it awhile ago and i heard this!. sounds true, i think its trueWww@Answer-Health@Com
I am too!. Somehow i just enjoy cutting around myself!.
I sort of like that piercing pain!. I dont like bruise-y pain though!.
Anyways your taking it too far!. I dont mess up my arm like that lol!. It's really mentally addicting, yeah!. See a counselor at school or anywhere, or even your doctor!. They'll help you out!. There's not much to do!. Try to get addicted to something else !? Get your mind off!. Do something like masturbate!. Idk!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I sort of like that piercing pain!. I dont like bruise-y pain though!.
Anyways your taking it too far!. I dont mess up my arm like that lol!. It's really mentally addicting, yeah!. See a counselor at school or anywhere, or even your doctor!. They'll help you out!. There's not much to do!. Try to get addicted to something else !? Get your mind off!. Do something like masturbate!. Idk!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
hope this doesn't make it worse but i think what you mean is self inflicted!.!.!.conflicted is a differenceWww@Answer-Health@Com