I Feel like Killing Myself Please Help Me?!
Question: I Feel like Killing Myself Please Help Me!?
My Dad is depressed he threatens to go and jump of the bridhe and was seeing a councillor now he has lost his because they didnt think he needed his councillor anymore but he does, all he does is sleep!. Last year when i was in year 9 i had to go see a councillor because i was getting bullied and i started storming out of my classes and running off from my teachers, at one point i started to self harm, my head of year said if i did it again she would call social services, and i havent done it since but ive felt like doing it and other things!. My Councillor that i have still got in year 10 isnt really helping and is getting on my nerves, he makes me cry every session and i come out worst than when i went in, i try to talk about things that i havent told anyone like the thing about my dad, and all he said was ' you've opened a new part of your life to me' and in a away that doesnt help me get through it does it!. Ive writen a note saying that i dont want to talk to him anymore and saying that ive felt like killing myself!. But i think its just going to make things worst, and i keep thinking hes gonna tell my head of year!. I need help and i dont know what to do!. All i usually think about now is, Why am i me, Why cant i just be dead!. I wish i was how i use to be, happy mostly everyday and pleased for who i was!. Please help me! My friends now dont like me!. So i dont speak at school!. I feel like telling all my teachers to **** of!.
I now have a time out card but im too scared to use it, i am much happier to just storm out because then i can just go where ever i like but then no one will no where i am!. When ive been picked on all i want to do is go somewhere where no one will find me and be on my own!.
The other day i was really upset and people just made it worst, And in the end my ex Friend went and got one of the teachers that help you and she brought along this Police lady and then that made me really scared and sad!.
Please Help me I don't Know what to do and how to end or live this failling life!
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I now have a time out card but im too scared to use it, i am much happier to just storm out because then i can just go where ever i like but then no one will no where i am!. When ive been picked on all i want to do is go somewhere where no one will find me and be on my own!.
The other day i was really upset and people just made it worst, And in the end my ex Friend went and got one of the teachers that help you and she brought along this Police lady and then that made me really scared and sad!.
Please Help me I don't Know what to do and how to end or live this failling life!
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Answers:
darling, don't do it!.
if you kill yourself then you won't have anything to look forward to!.
no prom, no marriage, no kids, nothing!.
life does seem hard at the minute, but you need to understand it will get better!. hormones mess your life around too!. this might sound silly, but when you're married in 10 years time, with kids, and a fantastic job and house, you'll slap yourself for wanting to kill yourself!.
you haven't got a failing life!. everyone has difficulties, and everyone feels like you do some times but you have to overcome this!.
if you're gone who would miss you!?
-your dad will- he might not show it, but he's ill!.
-other family members will- have you got any brothers or sister!? grandparents!? aunts and uncles!?
-your friends will- you might think that these people who are grassing you up to your teachers are trying to make it worse, but honestly, they're trying to make things better!.
think what you leave behind if you kill yourself!. leaves whisping down the road!. butterflies flapping their wings!. fish swimming in the sea!. summer- the smells, the warm nights!. chocolate(!!!!)
try talking to someone that you trust!. Okay, so you might kind of like one teacher!. Talk to them!. Don't feel stupid!. Or, your PSHE teacher!? They're trained to make you feel better!.
If you don't want to tell one of your teachers face to face, write to a teacher who marks your books and say that you want to kill yourself!. They'll understand!.
Or, you could always phone childline (0800 1111) they can help you soo much more than I can, or anyone else that answers you on here!.
Maybe you could try praying though!. You don't need to make it public, just secretly try praying to God!. He'll help you overcome fears!. And it may seem like he's not working, but he will!.
I hope this doesn't seem to silly for you!.
hope I helped!. xWww@Answer-Health@Com
if you kill yourself then you won't have anything to look forward to!.
no prom, no marriage, no kids, nothing!.
life does seem hard at the minute, but you need to understand it will get better!. hormones mess your life around too!. this might sound silly, but when you're married in 10 years time, with kids, and a fantastic job and house, you'll slap yourself for wanting to kill yourself!.
you haven't got a failing life!. everyone has difficulties, and everyone feels like you do some times but you have to overcome this!.
if you're gone who would miss you!?
-your dad will- he might not show it, but he's ill!.
-other family members will- have you got any brothers or sister!? grandparents!? aunts and uncles!?
-your friends will- you might think that these people who are grassing you up to your teachers are trying to make it worse, but honestly, they're trying to make things better!.
think what you leave behind if you kill yourself!. leaves whisping down the road!. butterflies flapping their wings!. fish swimming in the sea!. summer- the smells, the warm nights!. chocolate(!!!!)
try talking to someone that you trust!. Okay, so you might kind of like one teacher!. Talk to them!. Don't feel stupid!. Or, your PSHE teacher!? They're trained to make you feel better!.
If you don't want to tell one of your teachers face to face, write to a teacher who marks your books and say that you want to kill yourself!. They'll understand!.
Or, you could always phone childline (0800 1111) they can help you soo much more than I can, or anyone else that answers you on here!.
Maybe you could try praying though!. You don't need to make it public, just secretly try praying to God!. He'll help you overcome fears!. And it may seem like he's not working, but he will!.
I hope this doesn't seem to silly for you!.
hope I helped!. xWww@Answer-Health@Com
DON'T DO IT!.
Pleas call a suicide prevention hotline before you do anything!.
Here are some websites that provide numbers to various hotlines:
http://suicidehotlines!.com/
http://www!.hopeline!.com/
http://www!.suicidepreventionlifeline!.org!.!.!.
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Pleas call a suicide prevention hotline before you do anything!.
Here are some websites that provide numbers to various hotlines:
http://suicidehotlines!.com/
http://www!.hopeline!.com/
http://www!.suicidepreventionlifeline!.org!.!.!.
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DONT DO IT!!!!!!!
Ok look even though you might want to and feel like you have to dont and just to warn you if you commit suicide you are going to hell!. not to freak you out or anything but its true!. dont do it!. okWww@Answer-Health@Com
Ok look even though you might want to and feel like you have to dont and just to warn you if you commit suicide you are going to hell!. not to freak you out or anything but its true!. dont do it!. okWww@Answer-Health@Com
so your only 10!?
Ok honey!.!.!.you haven't actually experienced like real problems!. Im not saying you shouldn't be upset because bullying stinks! But you know what it happens to everyone!. I have a little idea for you the next time someone trys to bully you stare straight ahead and don't say a word! Im telling you it works they will stop!. I know this sounds silly but if someone makes fun of you something else that works is to laugh at them!.!.!.just laugh as hard as you can (picture them in their underwear ha ha) And you shouldn't be afraid to tell your councilor anything! Shes their to help you tell her anything you need to and when she makes you cry, all shes trying to do is get you to let out things!.
Ok!. You will be fine! =]Www@Answer-Health@Com
Ok honey!.!.!.you haven't actually experienced like real problems!. Im not saying you shouldn't be upset because bullying stinks! But you know what it happens to everyone!. I have a little idea for you the next time someone trys to bully you stare straight ahead and don't say a word! Im telling you it works they will stop!. I know this sounds silly but if someone makes fun of you something else that works is to laugh at them!.!.!.just laugh as hard as you can (picture them in their underwear ha ha) And you shouldn't be afraid to tell your councilor anything! Shes their to help you tell her anything you need to and when she makes you cry, all shes trying to do is get you to let out things!.
Ok!. You will be fine! =]Www@Answer-Health@Com
Someone once wrote,i complained about having no shoes until i saw someone with no feet!.if you feel death is the only way out please try this!.I dont know what your beliefs are,I believe without God life's problems are much harder,he does'nt want anyone to suffer,suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
DO NOT DO IT!.
Living, even if it is not a good life, is far better than eternal death!.
EDIT!.
I don't know what to tell you, your life is messed up and i feel sorry for you as it is not your fault!.
Killing yourself will not solve the problems, it is cowardice!.
I dont know what you can do!.
BUT!.
If you need to talk to somebody then you can email me (through my profile) I'm 16!.!.!. maybe you could relate to me!? My life is more positive than yours but i think i am pretty level headed!. Dunno!.
Good Luck xWww@Answer-Health@Com
Living, even if it is not a good life, is far better than eternal death!.
EDIT!.
I don't know what to tell you, your life is messed up and i feel sorry for you as it is not your fault!.
Killing yourself will not solve the problems, it is cowardice!.
I dont know what you can do!.
BUT!.
If you need to talk to somebody then you can email me (through my profile) I'm 16!.!.!. maybe you could relate to me!? My life is more positive than yours but i think i am pretty level headed!. Dunno!.
Good Luck xWww@Answer-Health@Com
o this does sound very sad i do feel for you what age are you!?
you should try and just calm yourself down in school or they will call the social services and you will get your dad in trouble!. and if the teacher pisses you off before you go crazy just stop take a deep breath and calm down just take what there saying in ok!
life should get better just give it a year or two try talking to your dad (i know its easy said then done) try make new friends if theres none in your class is there anybody around your neighborhood or street think off the good things in life and your future!
i really hope you get better because you sound so sad!:(
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you should try and just calm yourself down in school or they will call the social services and you will get your dad in trouble!. and if the teacher pisses you off before you go crazy just stop take a deep breath and calm down just take what there saying in ok!
life should get better just give it a year or two try talking to your dad (i know its easy said then done) try make new friends if theres none in your class is there anybody around your neighborhood or street think off the good things in life and your future!
i really hope you get better because you sound so sad!:(
xWww@Answer-Health@Com
Am so sorry you are feeling this way!.Never give up hope that your life can and will get better!.Things may seem hopeless for you at the moment but time is a constantly moving thing and just as yesterday passed so will today and you will feel better soon!.Try not to think of the things that upset you ,and if you have a bad thought try and think of a nice one to replace it!.This can help sometimes!.If you really hate your life try and think of some of the things you still like eg your music and maybe you have a special person that you could tell when you are feeling this way,someone that will listen to you or do some fun things you like or maybe take your mind off things for a while!.It won't be long till you can leave school and life will really open up for you then!.A job you will love, new friends, your own flat,car,holidays etc!.
Don't try and take on your dads problems,he is a grown up and what you need is love and support now yourself!.Let your councillor help if he can he is probably a bit unsure of whats really on your mind at the moment and can't help unless he really knows what you are thinking!.Perhaps show him your letter and this answer!.!.!.i'm sure he would be surprised!! But don't give up hope!.!.!.everWww@Answer-Health@Com
Don't try and take on your dads problems,he is a grown up and what you need is love and support now yourself!.Let your councillor help if he can he is probably a bit unsure of whats really on your mind at the moment and can't help unless he really knows what you are thinking!.Perhaps show him your letter and this answer!.!.!.i'm sure he would be surprised!! But don't give up hope!.!.!.everWww@Answer-Health@Com
ok my best friend cassie has a boyfriend named mike and hes abused and has tried killing himself but he makes it through knowing that everything will eventually be all right!. please don't kill yourself god has a plan for you and he usually has the heartbroken, abused, and people with horrible childhoods work miracles!. just stick it out till you're 18!. u should get a pen pal over the Internet and just talk to them it helps alot if they r understanding(usually a girl is better but i recommend having 2 a boy and girl around your age) please don't kill yourself your going to be needed in this life!. dont lagh at me im not some kind of weird preacher!. hope this helps!. if you need anything just email me at sbretzer@yahoo!.com
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wow what ever u do, do NOT kill yourself it!.
o man im so sorry
killing ur self is never the answer! i have thought of suicide i even hurt myself like u said u did!. alot of things happened all at once!. not as surver as urs but when i was 13 i found out all the things i was told were lies!. my life was pretty much a lie!. all the reasons i thought we moved to this strange place were lies!. how my grandma died was a lie my grandpa the man i thought highly of because i thought he was the only one that was always honest with me told the bigest lie of all he did drugs and was gay!. nothing wronge with being gay but its because of him my grandma my hero my best friend is died he gave her aids and lied about it!. refused letting her to get tested!. when i found all that out i didnt kno what to do all i kept thinking is this isnt my life might as well end it!. i kept thinking that know one would really care if i was here or not!. i lost all of my friends that year i started acting out like u and i started drinking!. that only made it worst!. the day that i had decided to go threw with it the only thing i could think was what would my grandma say, then my thoughts turned to who else would i hurt!? my mom my dad my little sis its not worth it! and if ur dad is depressed now it will only turn worst for him!. he will get only more depressed!. i finaly found a church and i asked if there was someone that would help me!. they saved me! there r services out there that r free im sure u can find one u really should talk to someone about all this!. i kno u have gone to a councillo and im sorry its not really working for u!. i dnt know where u stand with God but pray to him!. i prayed alot! my prays went from God why am i here please take me to my grandma!. to now i thank him!. threw my experiance i have grew closer to God!. i guess i should mention i did try one night to shut the thought out of my head up!. obvesly it didnt work!. well i felt even worst i felt like i couldnt do anything right!. and then i releazed that it wasnt my time!. and u kno what its not ur time either!. i hope u dont mind but im going to pray for u today!. ur ex friend must be pretty worried about and it tell i kno it hurts that ur ex friend did that but its there way to try to get u help because they care about u!.
there r hotlines i dont kno them but im sure people will post them for u!.
i kno right now it sucks but trust me it will get better mayb not tomorrow but it will!
i really hope u take one i said to heart, this is a true story!.
edit: if u need to talk email me not at my yahoo but this is my personal one where i help my sisters friends threw- hope_volleyball2@hotmail!.comWww@Answer-Health@Com
o man im so sorry
killing ur self is never the answer! i have thought of suicide i even hurt myself like u said u did!. alot of things happened all at once!. not as surver as urs but when i was 13 i found out all the things i was told were lies!. my life was pretty much a lie!. all the reasons i thought we moved to this strange place were lies!. how my grandma died was a lie my grandpa the man i thought highly of because i thought he was the only one that was always honest with me told the bigest lie of all he did drugs and was gay!. nothing wronge with being gay but its because of him my grandma my hero my best friend is died he gave her aids and lied about it!. refused letting her to get tested!. when i found all that out i didnt kno what to do all i kept thinking is this isnt my life might as well end it!. i kept thinking that know one would really care if i was here or not!. i lost all of my friends that year i started acting out like u and i started drinking!. that only made it worst!. the day that i had decided to go threw with it the only thing i could think was what would my grandma say, then my thoughts turned to who else would i hurt!? my mom my dad my little sis its not worth it! and if ur dad is depressed now it will only turn worst for him!. he will get only more depressed!. i finaly found a church and i asked if there was someone that would help me!. they saved me! there r services out there that r free im sure u can find one u really should talk to someone about all this!. i kno u have gone to a councillo and im sorry its not really working for u!. i dnt know where u stand with God but pray to him!. i prayed alot! my prays went from God why am i here please take me to my grandma!. to now i thank him!. threw my experiance i have grew closer to God!. i guess i should mention i did try one night to shut the thought out of my head up!. obvesly it didnt work!. well i felt even worst i felt like i couldnt do anything right!. and then i releazed that it wasnt my time!. and u kno what its not ur time either!. i hope u dont mind but im going to pray for u today!. ur ex friend must be pretty worried about and it tell i kno it hurts that ur ex friend did that but its there way to try to get u help because they care about u!.
there r hotlines i dont kno them but im sure people will post them for u!.
i kno right now it sucks but trust me it will get better mayb not tomorrow but it will!
i really hope u take one i said to heart, this is a true story!.
edit: if u need to talk email me not at my yahoo but this is my personal one where i help my sisters friends threw- hope_volleyball2@hotmail!.comWww@Answer-Health@Com
What ever you do don't kill yourself the best way to cope with these situations is to find someone you can talk to,tell Your concealer your feeling and tell him you want a new concealer!.!.!.
Everything will workout try to keep a positive mind!
also you could call a national hot line for suicide,they could help you cope with your situations,you could also google suicide and compare your feelings and learn more about your problem!.
Don't let this situation get out of hand stay in control try to be as positive as possible and please for me, at least reaserach your problem to learn more about these issues so you will be able to help your self!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Everything will workout try to keep a positive mind!
also you could call a national hot line for suicide,they could help you cope with your situations,you could also google suicide and compare your feelings and learn more about your problem!.
Don't let this situation get out of hand stay in control try to be as positive as possible and please for me, at least reaserach your problem to learn more about these issues so you will be able to help your self!Www@Answer-Health@Com
talk to your god if it is too painful just say Lord or help he will hear you infact he can hear you now!. It would seem as though you are being persicuted!.
Never give up just hold till the morning as the morning is another day our Lord shares no part in us killing ourselves, here is a prayer for you by Daniel J!. McGill
Merciful God,
Loving Mother,
Guiding Light!.
Let confort come this night
for every wound and distress
for every sorrow and uncertainty:
Your love shines upon us;
Your love will guard our rest!. Www@Answer-Health@Com
Never give up just hold till the morning as the morning is another day our Lord shares no part in us killing ourselves, here is a prayer for you by Daniel J!. McGill
Merciful God,
Loving Mother,
Guiding Light!.
Let confort come this night
for every wound and distress
for every sorrow and uncertainty:
Your love shines upon us;
Your love will guard our rest!. Www@Answer-Health@Com