This is fucked up. ****. WTF?!

This is fucked up. ****. WTF?

I have no real friends. I try to make some in school, but they're either really idiotic or just eventually betray me. Or both. I want to make friends in my neighborhood but thats impossible too. First of all, I'm not even allowed to go outside because my parents say its an "unsafe neighborhood." So what do I do all day? I stay on the internet, looking for friends. But in the end, internet friends just kinda suck.You can't really hang out with them. And my parents also always nag me to get off the internet! So what do I do then? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I dont eat much (I'm a vegetarian). My parents don't really buy vegetarian things, though. I have a large family so they can't really attend to my needs. I don't understand how I'm overweight. Probably because I don't getto exercise. But how can I? I'm constantly indoors. I'm going insane. On top of all of that, I'm a freak. I dress, well, differently than everyone I see. But its not even like they get to see me a lot anyway so what-

1 week ago
-is the point? I don't want to go on living if this is what my life is gonna be like. God.

Someone, shine some hope on me. Other than my great grades (I even got valedictorian this year 8th grade), I feel useless. Without a purpose. This is unbearable. OMG.

1 week ago
I'm 13, New York City.

1 week ago
But most (pobably not all) people my age are rediculous and I can't really stand them.

1 week ago
I DO talk to my parents about this! The first thing I always do is actually talk to them! Butthey said that they can't help it! Thats why I'm turning to Yahoo Answers.

1 week ago
Have I thought about what, Mac?

1 week ago
I go to church almost every Sunday but besides a couple of old people, its really empty.

1 week ago
When I say I dress differently I must've typed something wrong. Everyone is saying I said that I dress like a freak, but no. I just enjoy wearing dresses and people always find that weird since they are always wearing jeans and some shirt. I don't like the feel of jeans on myself >.< Oh, and I'm not "fat," just a bit overweight. Yea, I was born a vegetarian. I dont know why.

You fuckin rock. Stick in there my friend, you will grow up to be a very cool person. I totally understand. At 13, my life sucked too. I grew up on a farm, with no friends except cows and pigs - it really sucked. You will not be 13 forever. Good luck and hang in there.