Whats wrong with me?!
Question: Alright so I have a few issues.......
I'm a very sad morbid person, I mean I do smile and stuff and I'm happy on occasion, but I'm usually sad. I love to wear black and I love sad depressing music. I love fall and winter because its gloomy outside and it gets dark quickly. when summer comes I'm the most depressed person, I hate light and the sun. I mean I tolerate it (I'm not a vampire lol) also I love when its raining and snowing I just feel really happy and more better for some reason. and I hate opening the blinds, I like my room being dark. and I even painted my apartment in dark colors because I find them more soothing.....could I be depressed? I have a good family, and good friends I mean I have been hurt alot in the past but I got over that so I really don't know whats wrong with me.
Answers: Alright so I have a few issues.......
I'm a very sad morbid person, I mean I do smile and stuff and I'm happy on occasion, but I'm usually sad. I love to wear black and I love sad depressing music. I love fall and winter because its gloomy outside and it gets dark quickly. when summer comes I'm the most depressed person, I hate light and the sun. I mean I tolerate it (I'm not a vampire lol) also I love when its raining and snowing I just feel really happy and more better for some reason. and I hate opening the blinds, I like my room being dark. and I even painted my apartment in dark colors because I find them more soothing.....could I be depressed? I have a good family, and good friends I mean I have been hurt alot in the past but I got over that so I really don't know whats wrong with me.
I'm the same as you, only I don't wear black.
Some people just like cool weather and colors more than light colors! As long as you don't think about killing yourself, or other sad thoughts, you should be fine...but I'm not an expert.
hmm well it could be just a phase... gussing from your "more better" id say your young and youll get over it but then you said apartment so idk
I would mention your adversion to the sun and light in general to your doctor. If i remember right there is a disorder where people dont like the sun. They are more sensitve to light. I can't remember what its called, but I saw it on LAW & ORDER
idk u could be depressed or you could just think dark colors are relaxing and they sooth u. i really dnt kno how to answer this. if u dnt kno if your depressed or not maybe u should talk to a psychologist. *GOOD LUCK*