I did something bad but could not be more happy?!
Question: I know this is going to sound strange but I have purposely wet my pants at least 30 times and my bed twice. (You can read my last question for more information if you want.) I do it for the obvious reason that it turns me on. I had some time to myself parents went camping and in the morning I got out of bed got dressed went down to have breskfast then I went and lied in bed and started to dampen the mattress when I could not go anymore not because I was finished but because if I did I would mess myself. So in the hormone charged state I decided if wetting is fun soiling could be too. So I pooped my jean shorts.
and finished up.
This was the first time I pooped myself and it was a lot harder to clean up. I was lucky the mattress only got pee on it. I am wondering why I keep doing this? I know I am not insane but that does not mean that something on some level is wrong. I am not sure I want to stop I don't do it often and I know how to hide it.
Answers: I know this is going to sound strange but I have purposely wet my pants at least 30 times and my bed twice. (You can read my last question for more information if you want.) I do it for the obvious reason that it turns me on. I had some time to myself parents went camping and in the morning I got out of bed got dressed went down to have breskfast then I went and lied in bed and started to dampen the mattress when I could not go anymore not because I was finished but because if I did I would mess myself. So in the hormone charged state I decided if wetting is fun soiling could be too. So I pooped my jean shorts.
and finished up.
This was the first time I pooped myself and it was a lot harder to clean up. I was lucky the mattress only got pee on it. I am wondering why I keep doing this? I know I am not insane but that does not mean that something on some level is wrong. I am not sure I want to stop I don't do it often and I know how to hide it.
There is definetely a grey area when defining what is an actual sexual problem. What is normal to one person is not to another and that can be hard for someone to judge.
All I can say is, if it makes you uncomfortable that you are doing this, then you see it as a problem and should talk to a therapist about getting help.
Or if you are enjoying it and dont see it as a problem, then makes sure you find someone who is turned on by it too.
I still have questions that need answered but everything will come in time I'm not even sure what those questions are. and I understand not many people hold the answer to my questions so its hard. Report It
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