My ED???? So helpless...?!
Question: I don't know if i have an eating disorder. I have tried self induced vomiting countless times and just yesterday was the first day I was successful. Sometimes I skip lunch, its because I've become afraid of food. Like, after I eat, I feel guilty, like i let someone down, and I think of how much better a person I would be once i am thin and how much more people would like me. Are there any PRO-E.D. sites? do u think i have 1? Also, sometimes I have compulsive junk-food eating sprees, like I have put off eating and then I can't stop myself from having junk food like chocolate and chips.
Answers: I don't know if i have an eating disorder. I have tried self induced vomiting countless times and just yesterday was the first day I was successful. Sometimes I skip lunch, its because I've become afraid of food. Like, after I eat, I feel guilty, like i let someone down, and I think of how much better a person I would be once i am thin and how much more people would like me. Are there any PRO-E.D. sites? do u think i have 1? Also, sometimes I have compulsive junk-food eating sprees, like I have put off eating and then I can't stop myself from having junk food like chocolate and chips.
Sounds a bit like you are getting bulimia. I don't know any sites but perhaps you could google it or go and talk to a doctor about it, you don't wanna let it get out of hand otherwise it will be hard to turn back.
Talk to your counselor, family immediately, yes you have a eating disorder, and if you don't get it fix now, it could lead to major problems.
I am just like you. I hate food. Right now as I type my stomach is so empty it hurts, but I can't eat. It's like I enjoy the feeling of an empty stomach. When I do eat, I feel so upset and guilty that sometimes I take laxatives and throw up. I think that the world will only see me if I'm stick thin. It's so hard going this alone. If you like, we could talk? Maybe help each other out, if it be in recovery or trying to lose weight together? Just so you're not alone. I'm only offering because I know what you're going through and it sucks.
Sure does sound like an eating disorder that may require some help to overcome. There are many websites dedicated to eating disorder prevention and recovery. Here is just one:
http://www.something-fishy.org/
Good Luck, I hope you life feels better soon.
last year i was anorexic, and i HATE saying that, but i guess its kinda true, but i know how you feel.
i have to be in the mood to talk about it, and right now im not, but if you ever need any help or just someone to talk to, you can email or im me or whatever you have to do.
believe me, you'll always feel too fat. always. but at least now i can try to ignore it screaming at me. theres always going to be bad days, but theyre way less frequent now, b.c ive talked about it. and you probably dont want to talk in person, b.c they always think theyre so effing smart and know wahts best when they dont.
lol sry, im starting to go on a rant... but just send me a message if you need to. i'll listen! :)